today was an interstingly boring day...
My tattoo was itchy.... i didn't scratch it... but i REALLY wanted to...
I had another panic attack today...
I had one last night as well....
hadn;t had one in a while... crazy 2 in less then 24 hours..
the one last night was "triggered" ( i get them when i feel trapped) by this old HAG of a woman (is you could call her human) named susie... she is from venuzuela.. and she is maybe 60 but looks 90 cause her skin is REALLY dark from being in the sun always and covered in big black splotchy splotches... her skin also looks like leather wrinkled worn leather.... and her hair is SO thin she is almost bald and she has died it firery red and it looks awfull with her raw hyde skin... She is also a round woman... I know i am big and don't have muh of a non geometric shape but she is ROUND!!!!
well last night I was sitting next to her and i was watching her shovel things in her mouth and mising them casue she couldn't use chopsticks.. and her lips were cracked and blubbery it was making me sick to my stomach and i couldn;t leave in the middle of us all being out to dinner....
this woman is also rude as hell.. just to give you and example.... there are 7 of us out to dinner.... and we are all being picky cause we are trying to stay with the program... and there is only ONE waitress.... so she ordered some soup with noodles but wanted the noddles on the side.... so the soup came but the waitress had about 4 other plates in her hand... and Susie says in a very condecending voice "WHERE ARE MY NOODLES I WANTED THEM NOW" and the waitress is being calm and says they are comming now... and susie says "MY SOUP WILL BE COLD!" but as she says this a guy comes from the kitchen with the noodles.... the waitress says "soup still hot?" and susie puts her finger in and says "NO!!! IT IS ICE COLD!! BRING ME NEW SOUP!" and the whole table is looking at susie and there is massive amounts of STEAM rising from the soup"... but the waitress takes the soup....
I am sure the waitress just took it to the kitchen to spit in it and bring back the same soup....
so AFTER all this fuss about noodles on the side and heat.. she dumps the WHOLE plate of noodles in the soup?... so i ask why did she want it on the side to begin with?
and now i am wanting to sleep and there is some kind of alarm that wont stop going off.. it's been going for about an hour....
AHHHHHHHHHH
My tattoo was itchy.... i didn't scratch it... but i REALLY wanted to...
I had another panic attack today...
I had one last night as well....
hadn;t had one in a while... crazy 2 in less then 24 hours..
the one last night was "triggered" ( i get them when i feel trapped) by this old HAG of a woman (is you could call her human) named susie... she is from venuzuela.. and she is maybe 60 but looks 90 cause her skin is REALLY dark from being in the sun always and covered in big black splotchy splotches... her skin also looks like leather wrinkled worn leather.... and her hair is SO thin she is almost bald and she has died it firery red and it looks awfull with her raw hyde skin... She is also a round woman... I know i am big and don't have muh of a non geometric shape but she is ROUND!!!!
well last night I was sitting next to her and i was watching her shovel things in her mouth and mising them casue she couldn't use chopsticks.. and her lips were cracked and blubbery it was making me sick to my stomach and i couldn;t leave in the middle of us all being out to dinner....
this woman is also rude as hell.. just to give you and example.... there are 7 of us out to dinner.... and we are all being picky cause we are trying to stay with the program... and there is only ONE waitress.... so she ordered some soup with noodles but wanted the noddles on the side.... so the soup came but the waitress had about 4 other plates in her hand... and Susie says in a very condecending voice "WHERE ARE MY NOODLES I WANTED THEM NOW" and the waitress is being calm and says they are comming now... and susie says "MY SOUP WILL BE COLD!" but as she says this a guy comes from the kitchen with the noodles.... the waitress says "soup still hot?" and susie puts her finger in and says "NO!!! IT IS ICE COLD!! BRING ME NEW SOUP!" and the whole table is looking at susie and there is massive amounts of STEAM rising from the soup"... but the waitress takes the soup....
I am sure the waitress just took it to the kitchen to spit in it and bring back the same soup....
so AFTER all this fuss about noodles on the side and heat.. she dumps the WHOLE plate of noodles in the soup?... so i ask why did she want it on the side to begin with?
and now i am wanting to sleep and there is some kind of alarm that wont stop going off.. it's been going for about an hour....
AHHHHHHHHHH
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lilje:
thanks! we've finally found one. pics will be up in a few days 
how are you doing?
how are you doing?
noctem:
I have no idea what's going on at that time. Why, what's up?