So I visited home last week. I missed my family and friends. It was nice, aside from the destruction that still exists. I can't believe that people have to live there and watch it not go faster.
I looked a a couple of duplexes and a single home. I've come to the conclusion to wait it out a bit. Hold on to the equity line of credit until I move back.
Monday I stayed home. Most of my day was good. I slept in a bit and cleaned up my bags. I planned an elaborate dinner with dessert and all of the yummy goodies. I was in the middle of cleaning when I looked at Michael's bank statement. On it was a debt for friendfinder.com . Needless to say I looked it up and found out it was a personals site.
After a lot of crying and Michael saying that he never met anyone (this part I do believe), I am going to try to stay with him. I did ask for all access to his credit, debit, and email. He is really apologetic, but it still hurts. He can't explain why he kept it, he had it since 2003 when he was still with his wife. I know that it takes a long time for him to actually meet someone, but it still hurts. It hurts that he would even consider looking around. I don't mind if he was looking at porn. I encourage it, in fact, I'd do it with him. But the part of keeping one eye open sucks.
Anyway. I will update with pictures and more emotions later. For now, i have to study and try not to cry.
I looked a a couple of duplexes and a single home. I've come to the conclusion to wait it out a bit. Hold on to the equity line of credit until I move back.
Monday I stayed home. Most of my day was good. I slept in a bit and cleaned up my bags. I planned an elaborate dinner with dessert and all of the yummy goodies. I was in the middle of cleaning when I looked at Michael's bank statement. On it was a debt for friendfinder.com . Needless to say I looked it up and found out it was a personals site.
After a lot of crying and Michael saying that he never met anyone (this part I do believe), I am going to try to stay with him. I did ask for all access to his credit, debit, and email. He is really apologetic, but it still hurts. He can't explain why he kept it, he had it since 2003 when he was still with his wife. I know that it takes a long time for him to actually meet someone, but it still hurts. It hurts that he would even consider looking around. I don't mind if he was looking at porn. I encourage it, in fact, I'd do it with him. But the part of keeping one eye open sucks.
Anyway. I will update with pictures and more emotions later. For now, i have to study and try not to cry.
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gayballs:
Porn'll do that. I've been there. on his end.
gayballs:
actually I meant the thing where you start with porn and move on to something dirtier or more adulterous.