Hello journal. I dislike the terms blog and diary, so I will say journal. This is my first entry in you (punn intended). I am brand spanking new to suicide girls as a member, though I have admired them from afar and also from HBO specials. I suppose I have admired this website and the suicide girls themselves for a few reasons. For one, I like looking at naked girls. I'm not gay, but I love girls almost as much as I love men (emphasis on MEN). For two, I love tattoos and piercings, as well as the darker side of beauty, you might say, although I have very few. For three, there is such a beauty, confidence, tenacity and a certain "I-don't-give-a-fuck"-ness about them that I envy quite a lot. A similar feeling I have toward roller derby girls, if that makes sense. "I wish I were hard core enough to pull it off" is something I say to myself often when I see these girls in action. For four, I knew that my boyfriend would be interested in the site, and I thought it could be a fun thing for us to share. I didn't join the website for the community aspect, and to be honest I had know idea there was suh a vast one. However I keep feeling as I explore the site more, that it may be beneficial to me. Anyhow, I suppose thats enough for now. I will try to keep this up. I don't intend for this to be a place to pour my heart out, but I look forward to it being a place to vent a bit, and share common interests with new people. That's all, Journal.
