shakti

happy halloween! how much i love this holiday.
i dressed up for work today and so did all the little kids. it was precious.
i'm still hardcore crushing on this girl and i get to bring her with me to a party this weekend to meet all my friends. i'm nervous and excited. also, i think shes going to stay over. ooh lala.
hope you...
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i've been talking to this girl on imer for two hours.
shes so freaking cute it blows my mind.
shes supposed to meet me for a party this weekend, so i'll have to tell you all about it afterwards.
ohhhhhhhhhh how i love girls. <3

i'm feeling kind of depressed the past couple days...

last night i met up with my halloween date a week early. i met her on the internet and had not met her in person so i was really nervous. it was like one in the morning before we finally got together but it was refreshing to see her and she was as cute as i imagined.
we hung at the black cat for a...
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i have a hot date for halloween

i decided i'm going to dress as a lady bug. thats an easy, cheap costume. i just need to wear a red shirt, black pants, and paint some wings red and black. its as simple as that! and the kids at work will love it!

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. problem solved.

hopefully there will be hot making out that night.

i wanna dress up for halloween but i have no money. and i'm not feeling uber creative. anyone have any ideas for costumes? i need to be able to wear it to my school (i'm a pre-k teacher) for halloween too!

also, i am feeling unbelievably flirty recently. i have crushes on EVERYONE.

i went and saw the third doctor today who thinks that i shouldnt be getting pregnant when i am on medication. since i have a serious illness and will not be getting off medication any time soon, i am feeling really discouraged. i guess eric and i are going to put off having a baby for a while and maybe we will also be looking...
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tomorrow is my two year wedding anniversary!!! and i'm still as madly in love as the day we first met. what a blessing this life has been.

i received pablo neruda's 100 love sonnets in the mail. what a great fucking book, great fucking poet. seriously. check this shit out...

"i love the handful of the earth you are.
because of its meadows, vast as a planet,
i have no other star. you are my replica
of the multiplying universe.

your wide eyes are the only light i know
from extinguished constellations;...
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