shadegrey

ugh... so tired. I never been this busy in my life. I'm taking Calculus, Physics and Chemistry.I have my Laboratory Technologist exam in october, plus working 40+ hrs. I have no time for familly or friends. I used to be so happy being in solitude, I dont know why its starting to suck coming home and sleeping alone every night, or not having someone to talk to. I keep saying once im done, once im done ill try to spend time with people. Now I don't even know how to talk to anyone anymore. Maybe this is why all those scientist I work with become socially awkward, I dunno haha. I just wish this feeling would go anyway, I dont mind being alone, but being aware that im alone, now that sucks.