Well I proved myself right.
I have the worst luck EVER with boys.
The boy I spoke about in the previous blog ditched me tonight.
We met up and it was cute, he told me I looked really good and blah blah blah then he left the party he took me to and didnt even tell me...so there I am left with people I dont even know...my best friend was with me but still....like he could have said Im bored lets go and something not just leave and not tell me.
So now Im back into depression mode.\
I hate boys with my life.
He said such cute things to me...I knew it couldnt be true.
I feel like the biggest piece of shit now....like I didnt know the guy long enough to like him but it was just the fact that yet another guy wasn't interested and for a reason unknown. My friend tried to tell me Im too pretty for him but that just doesnt make sense.
People will tell you anything to cheer you up I guess but I think this was just rock bottom for me.
I want to cry but Im at the point that Im too sad to cry.
Life is all a big lie.
The end.