I've been writing again. I wrote about 5 pages last night and then about one more today. I'm hoping maybe this might actually be something. Hey, it's not like my life is going anywhere besides down the toilet right now so what do I have to loose? I've been a busy emoitonal wreak lately, which makes it a little hard to pinpoint the bullshit that...
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Well, I hate my job now. My promiced promotion is on hold because my district manager is a fucking crazy twat. It's okay though because I now have a second job a Liz Claiborne shoes and I like it. I am starting out as the relief key but my manager says that there is a big possiblilty of me moving up. I just need it...
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Still working the same job but starting to have a light loathing for it. I'm reading more which is good. I am still single and sexless. Still broke. I am going to the bar less. I am smoking less. I also have been thinking nonstop of bad memories and have been terribly worried about the future. I have desided that the only way this is...
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mekanik:
Good luck quitting smoking. The good part is that you'll have more money to spend on other things. I think that's where my motivation would be. And I know the whole single and sexless part a little too well. Anyways, if you ever want to have an intellectual and boring conversation, you know where to find me. 
merlina:
good lucky.. i need stop smoking 
Ok, where do I start? First a complaint. I wish there were more than just twenty spots for your favorite SGs. Okay, well I finally wrote a poem after about a six month drought. I was sitting reading Augustan Bouroughs, drinking PBR, and listening to some drunk guy ramble when I finally felt it. So, I worte a erotic poem that makes all my guy...
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mekanik:
Erotic poem . . . OK, I'm interested.
As far as the old men problem goes, I have no idea. I barely understand how I think about things myself.
As far as the old men problem goes, I have no idea. I barely understand how I think about things myself.
padre:
Oh man that sucks no ciggs... 
mekanik:
I certainly hope you are doing better now
Alright. So, I'm going out of my mind. I've been working retail at Lane Bryant which was great until I was told that I pretty much would not get promoted or get a raise because I have no managerial experience. The last two weeks I have been goin nuts working there with rich bitches screaming and being rude to me for no reason whatsoever. Friday...
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My new job has got to go. I got my first full pay check yesterday, and even though it got me out of overdraft and left me a little to play on, it's just not enough. I have decided to start to put out applications for a sit down job like a secretary or a call center. Those jobs are really not me but I...
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Well, I've lost enough weight to where I have gone down a size in pants and shirts. Which is very good. One things that is kinda bothering me is the fact that even though my weight is going down, my boobs are about to hit a F cup. People say that it's just my hormones and that is the reason that at the age of...
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mekanik:
You entry made me think about how long it has been since I went on a planned vacation. I would guess that it's been at least ten years since I went on a week-long vacation (or longer). Maybe it's time to put some of my 300+ vacation hours to good use.
padre:
I'm going in June and I'm about to burst ha ha
mekanik:
I've always wanted to go, just haven't gotten around to it yet
Okay. I'm going to make this short and sweet. I got a new job. I get my first pay check Friday. I like the job but need something that pays more. So, I will be working on that next. I have Thursday off which makes Thursday the official laundry/catch up with a million people day. I am going to Vegas in August if my friend...
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