sethy

Typed out a long arse journal entry, but it was just me babbling, basicly said

Seth likes jaymie, seth REALLY likes amanda.

Jaymie is single, Amanda is taken.

crap.

I'd like to see if I started seeing Jaymie where it would lead me... see if I could one day feel as strong for her as I do amanda. And she has mentioned she wants to get together with me too.

But I am hesitant because my feeling for Amanda are still so strong. It des not seem like it would be fair of me to get with her, knowing that there is someone else I care for so much more... but what if I could end up caring for her that much?

so confused

So I need advice, pursue things with Jaymie and see where it leads? Even knowing theres someone I care for much, much more, but is unatainable?