So I had the best sex of my life yesterday.
Did not finish but it was still the best.
Had to fake orgasm for her cuz I did not want to ruin it it was just so perfect, and I have enough experiance faking that it was believable.
I really think I have a problem, Although I did manage to climax for first time ever...
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Did not finish but it was still the best.
Had to fake orgasm for her cuz I did not want to ruin it it was just so perfect, and I have enough experiance faking that it was believable.
I really think I have a problem, Although I did manage to climax for first time ever...
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Life is treating me well.
Wednesday I went down to Santa Rosa, got to the mall and had to piss really badly, when I was in the middle of peeing an alarm went off saying, "Everyone please stay calm and evacuate to the nearest exit." Still do not know why, but I know poeple weren't staying very calm.
So while the mall was down I...
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Wednesday I went down to Santa Rosa, got to the mall and had to piss really badly, when I was in the middle of peeing an alarm went off saying, "Everyone please stay calm and evacuate to the nearest exit." Still do not know why, but I know poeple weren't staying very calm.
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disappearhere:
Weird about the alarm thing.
This very morning at 7:30 am I was woke up to the sound of the fire alarm in my building going off. I was like, "OH FUCK! WHAT THE FUCK? A FIRE?!?!?!"
So I started getting dressed like still half asleep and I was rounding up my dog to like go outside and stuff then the bell turns off. False alarm. Short in the wires I suppose, which is unerving because can't that cause fires? The fire truck came though and everyone was outside smoking and joking about being up so early on Saturday. Everyone except me, I went back to sleep.
This very morning at 7:30 am I was woke up to the sound of the fire alarm in my building going off. I was like, "OH FUCK! WHAT THE FUCK? A FIRE?!?!?!"
So I started getting dressed like still half asleep and I was rounding up my dog to like go outside and stuff then the bell turns off. False alarm. Short in the wires I suppose, which is unerving because can't that cause fires? The fire truck came though and everyone was outside smoking and joking about being up so early on Saturday. Everyone except me, I went back to sleep.
lucky105:
I was torn between 2 guys for the longest time. So I spent as much time as possible with each of them. And eventually, it became obvious who I wanted to be with.
I have no idea if I even want to do something psychology-related as a career. I haven't got a clue what I want to do with my life. I know that I don't want to go to grad school, so I'll only have a bachelor's in psych. What good is that, really?
I have no idea if I even want to do something psychology-related as a career. I haven't got a clue what I want to do with my life. I know that I don't want to go to grad school, so I'll only have a bachelor's in psych. What good is that, really?
"In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being. We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit. "
Thank you to anyone who takes the time to read my journal, it is appreciated.
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So I need to gain 20 pounds, this summer I have...
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Thank you to anyone who takes the time to read my journal, it is appreciated.
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So I need to gain 20 pounds, this summer I have...
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lesleyslenning:
thanks for the
and the
and the
and the free hugs!!
so now i will give you one of these
....oh ok......one more 
so now i will give you one of these
thirty:
I could tell you all kinds of ways to gain 20 lbs, but I presume you'd like to gain muscle.
Today I moved about 3 cords of wood 100 yards.
Today I mowed the lawn.
Today I babysat my sisters annoying friend.
Today I do laundry.
Tomorrow I'm going to the beach.
Man, my journals seem few and far between, oops, just been busy, sad thing is it has been boring busy.
So not only do I not have any time to update, when I...
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Today I mowed the lawn.
Today I babysat my sisters annoying friend.
Today I do laundry.
Tomorrow I'm going to the beach.
Man, my journals seem few and far between, oops, just been busy, sad thing is it has been boring busy.
So not only do I not have any time to update, when I...
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coliwali:
Thats awesome man! The part about your friend getting better, not the part about being busy all the time, thats kinda lame.
I say its all about the video rentals.
I say its all about the video rentals.
lesleyslenning:
i feel so unproductive now 
You have probably noticed I haven't been here as much, sorry about that, been busy.
Dont cry, Im still here.
As I said Ive been busy recently, not only with the girl, also stressing over life in general, I shouldnt comaplain though, things may be busy, but still they are better than they have been in quite some time.
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Dont cry, Im still here.
As I said Ive been busy recently, not only with the girl, also stressing over life in general, I shouldnt comaplain though, things may be busy, but still they are better than they have been in quite some time.
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lesleyslenning:
i would love to tell you a great story, but i have been pretty lazy lately....so i will have to get back to you when something exciting happens. although i did go to mexico on saturday....that was fun

eponine:
i want to see a picture of you tan. then i can giggle at you.
i am in wisonsin. last night i drove past a thing called the mars cheese castle.
that is my interesting story.
i am in wisonsin. last night i drove past a thing called the mars cheese castle.
that is my interesting story.
Goin to SR today, still do not know if I will be living there or here during school year.
Santa rosa is expensive and I have no room, just sharing one with a friend.
Here, lake county, I would have an hour commute 2 days a week, but I have my own room and cost of living is 0.
There are tons of pro's and...
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Santa rosa is expensive and I have no room, just sharing one with a friend.
Here, lake county, I would have an hour commute 2 days a week, but I have my own room and cost of living is 0.
There are tons of pro's and...
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lotus:
hoops
stacie:
things sound well with the girl..
Been a few days since I last updated, lifes been going good.
Tomorrow I go over to girlfriends house for her b-day, I got her best gift ever... went to safeway with 20$ and got loads of cool little toys, bubbles, plastic handcuffs, army men, etc... and to top it off a winnie the pooh card.
So odd having a girlfriend after so long being...
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Tomorrow I go over to girlfriends house for her b-day, I got her best gift ever... went to safeway with 20$ and got loads of cool little toys, bubbles, plastic handcuffs, army men, etc... and to top it off a winnie the pooh card.
So odd having a girlfriend after so long being...
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coliwali:
Hurray!
eponine:
girlfriends eat your sg journal time.
now i cry.
glad you're happy and stuff though.
now i cry.
glad you're happy and stuff though.
Spent day with Jaymie, this girls as horny as I am... thats a lot...
Seth's Penis Says, "Thanks for giving Seth good advice yesterday."
Seth's Penis Says, "Thanks for giving Seth good advice yesterday."
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lesleyslenning:
Dixie chicks?? ahhhhhhhhhh
it's a good thing you are so cute, I will let you get away with it
it's a good thing you are so cute, I will let you get away with it
stacie:
yay i think on the above!
I hope you are having a good time with jaymie!!
I hope you are having a good time with jaymie!!
Typed out a long arse journal entry, but it was just me babbling, basicly said
Seth likes jaymie, seth REALLY likes amanda.
Jaymie is single, Amanda is taken.
crap.
I'd like to see if I started seeing Jaymie where it would lead me... see if I could one day feel as strong for her as I do amanda. And she has mentioned she wants to...
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Seth likes jaymie, seth REALLY likes amanda.
Jaymie is single, Amanda is taken.
crap.
I'd like to see if I started seeing Jaymie where it would lead me... see if I could one day feel as strong for her as I do amanda. And she has mentioned she wants to...
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kayla_:
hey, this isn't kayla, it's....EPONINE!!!
just stopped in to say hi from camping.
now i must go drink vodka.
tonight i shall make you your honorary s'more.
then i will mail you the picture.
i would give advice, but i have been drinking, so it would be a bad idea.

just stopped in to say hi from camping.
now i must go drink vodka.
tonight i shall make you your honorary s'more.
then i will mail you the picture.
i would give advice, but i have been drinking, so it would be a bad idea.
lesleyslenning:
I second what Bliss said.....{{hugs}}
[Edited on Jul 26, 2003]
[Edited on Jul 26, 2003]
*sigh*
(annoyingly whiney journal entry)
Just when I think Im over her she gets back into the country.
This girl is so utterly right for me, everything about her makes me imagine there is some higher power, and this power made her by crafting the image of my dream girl.
Was just on the phone with her for 4 hours, and it felt like 10...
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(annoyingly whiney journal entry)
Just when I think Im over her she gets back into the country.
This girl is so utterly right for me, everything about her makes me imagine there is some higher power, and this power made her by crafting the image of my dream girl.
Was just on the phone with her for 4 hours, and it felt like 10...
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lucky105:
I
you too! And I'm glad I could make you laugh. Hee hee, I'm so talented.
tarbaby:
well i guess the time away didn't change a thing. i don't know if that is good or bad for you....*sigh*
I'd forgotten how much i enjoy sex, it had been way too long.
I feel like such a slut, I met her yesterday and did it yesterday.
stupid alcohol making me slutty.
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My room is such a damned mess, Im cleaning it, but first step to cleaning is emptying everything in middle of floor. It looks horrid.
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Im a geek. Thats all.
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I feel like such a slut, I met her yesterday and did it yesterday.
stupid alcohol making me slutty.
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My room is such a damned mess, Im cleaning it, but first step to cleaning is emptying everything in middle of floor. It looks horrid.
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Im a geek. Thats all.
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lucky105:
You clean like I do! Finally, someone who understands the method to my madness!
There is absolutely nothing wrong with being a geek. On my boyfriend application, geekiness actually wins brownie points.
Don't feel slutty. Sex is gooooooooood.
Ask Seth anything -- what's your favorite travel destination thus far, and why?
There is absolutely nothing wrong with being a geek. On my boyfriend application, geekiness actually wins brownie points.
Don't feel slutty. Sex is gooooooooood.
Ask Seth anything -- what's your favorite travel destination thus far, and why?
lucky105:
Forgot to mention... About my question of the day, your reasoning resembled my own. Which is why I want to switch what I'm good at...
Okay, so i added a few new people to friends list, because I like readin their journals and I felt like saving 10 secconds.
Hope you dont mind.
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So last entry was, um, boring and stuff, well, not really boring, but the type of entry I think my life could do without.
Thanks for all the caring words.
you all (unless you dont want...
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So last entry was, um, boring and stuff, well, not really boring, but the type of entry I think my life could do without.
Thanks for all the caring words.
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roxy:
Fire spinning is indeed nifty
It's a passion of mine, it's my art. Maybe someday you'll get to see me spin fire!
So my new pic isn't scary, but it's spooky?! I'm not sure that's a good thing :/
Hope you had a good weekend!
So my new pic isn't scary, but it's spooky?! I'm not sure that's a good thing :/
Hope you had a good weekend!
stacie:
they do make self cleaning litter boxes, but since i have 6 kitties the litter box would probably quit!
xoxo
xoxo
am glad you are enjoying yourself in the meantime.. and i am really happy that things with your girl are working out.
I cant email large files no matter how much time i have because the mail programs will not allow the size of the file i am trying to mail. never fear. as of sunday i will be reunited with my cable connection. one of the very very few reasons i am happy to get back to florida. one of the very few.