"You have no friends. Ha ha."
Gahaha. Sean (or someone) is evil.
Today I am going to go to at least one class. It will be the first time in over 2 weeks. The only class I plan to pass has no attendance rules, and the teacher literally never says anything that will help with the assignments. Assignments of which there are four of. Four grades in a semester class. That is why I expect to pass.
Seriously though, I continue to wonder if college is the thing for me. I know how important it is, but it's just not worth it if I'm going to have such a shitty time. Maybe if I do come back I could work on learning to talk to people. All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy. I had next to nothing good, nothing comforting, nothing redeeming this year. Just work and lonelyness. I've had that for 18 years already, I can't take it to this extreme.
I also would need to find something I am more interested in. I love learning Japanese and the class is fun, the teacher is really cute and funny and nice, and I have a crush on a girl in the class (who tends to act completely turned off by me, even when I managed to work up the courage to talk to her), but it's not enough to keep me going. I'm super good at math and science, but I don't have the motovation to do the heavy workload that comes with those. I'm also really interested in physics and things, like dark matter and reverse gravity, and the theories on time travel, dimensions and the like.
At least I will get to see my favorite person here when I go to class. I went Wednesday only to find that it was the only day all year the teacher gave us off. Doh!
Maybe after the summer I will be a bit more fixed. I want to learn to play an instrument. I'd like to learn violin, piano, guitar and percussion. I will probably just learn to play the drums because they are easy, and I like the emotion you can put into it; you can't play a violin hard. However the violin and the piano make some really beautiful sounds. I also want to play a lot of pool over the summer and study Japanese some more. The only problem is that I tend to be a bump on a log, regardless of how much I would like to do something.
Gahaha. Sean (or someone) is evil.
Today I am going to go to at least one class. It will be the first time in over 2 weeks. The only class I plan to pass has no attendance rules, and the teacher literally never says anything that will help with the assignments. Assignments of which there are four of. Four grades in a semester class. That is why I expect to pass.
Seriously though, I continue to wonder if college is the thing for me. I know how important it is, but it's just not worth it if I'm going to have such a shitty time. Maybe if I do come back I could work on learning to talk to people. All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy. I had next to nothing good, nothing comforting, nothing redeeming this year. Just work and lonelyness. I've had that for 18 years already, I can't take it to this extreme.
I also would need to find something I am more interested in. I love learning Japanese and the class is fun, the teacher is really cute and funny and nice, and I have a crush on a girl in the class (who tends to act completely turned off by me, even when I managed to work up the courage to talk to her), but it's not enough to keep me going. I'm super good at math and science, but I don't have the motovation to do the heavy workload that comes with those. I'm also really interested in physics and things, like dark matter and reverse gravity, and the theories on time travel, dimensions and the like.
At least I will get to see my favorite person here when I go to class. I went Wednesday only to find that it was the only day all year the teacher gave us off. Doh!
Maybe after the summer I will be a bit more fixed. I want to learn to play an instrument. I'd like to learn violin, piano, guitar and percussion. I will probably just learn to play the drums because they are easy, and I like the emotion you can put into it; you can't play a violin hard. However the violin and the piano make some really beautiful sounds. I also want to play a lot of pool over the summer and study Japanese some more. The only problem is that I tend to be a bump on a log, regardless of how much I would like to do something.
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There is a University of Oregon, and an Oregon State, so it could have been either one. Maybe you should ask.
Drums are only easy if you have any sense of rhythm. Do you? If you don't you really shouldn't play drums... I guess easy is all relative, because I don't think drums are easy, I'm not coordinated enough to hit more than one thing at a time.
That face says it's "surreal", but I just like it because it has three eyes and they blink. I think it's one of the cutest things ever. But in my case, today, it means "I don't know what the hell is going on or how I feel so I'm going to put up this weird three-eyed blinky face for the rest of the weekend and hope it works out." I think that other thing is supposed to be an alien. I don't know why you'd need an alien though...