selfcontaining

dreams fall down
dreams fall apart
when no one is watching
why am i obsessed with this self destruction?
locked myself in once again
if i could have it all
it wouldn't be the same
if i could have it all
it wouldn't be enough
dreading the thought of picking it all up again
picking up the shattered peices of my soul
what the fuck...
my heart is left behind
to rot
to burn
to disolve into nothing again
and once again
you are nothing more than a fading memory