selfcontaining

i tried
i tried and failed
i don't give a fuck anymore
i'm tired of feeling sorry for them
tired of trying to understand them
their false ideals
their meaningless feable lives of lies
they don't know me
they have no power over me
i was easily ignored by them
they won't be so lucky
when my blow lands
the pain will be felt for years
the blood will flow upwards into the redened skyline as my laugh echoes into the vast emptiness of their minds
never again will their stares peirce my skin
never again will their glances fall upon me
i walk in the shadows not to hide but to be one with myself
to be rid of them. all of them. forever.
its not worth the sorrow.
not worth the pain to be held down by their morals.
not worth my waste of time
i see you
yet i choose to ignore you
i will bend for you no longer