selfcontaining

floatation
frozen thoughts
time standing still
her scent in the air
its on the verge of being expelled from my mouth yet it feels as though it is a billion miles from me
the feelings are blinding me
the only thing i have left is the dreams in the darkest recess of my mind
even these dreams are failing me now
all my thoughts turn to destruction as i watch myself feed on myself
for this i can only blame myself and my self is the only one i will blame
bite down and feel the blood splatter against my cheeks