selfcontaining

i mean what the fuck

why do i always get this gut feeling that i am
doing things all wrong?

it seems like no matter what i do, i feel like this.
unless i drink myself to sleep, then i don't feel
it any longer.

why is it that everything i love is everything people tell me is bad for me?
how can i find the center if i cannot find the edge first?
and why is it that every day i get disgusted by the idiots which surround me?
i want to puke.
i want to scream.
i want to fucking punch holes through them.

people are fucking stupid.
the general public is so far beyond fucked, they don't even know how to think for themselves.
fuck people
fuck em all