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Tuesday Aug 12, 2003

Aug 12, 2003
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work is just way over rated.
got there an hour late today...
caught shit for it too.... fuckers.
but hey...
if they have the ballz to fire me, then let em do it.
its not like i can't find another job.
i'm fed up with their big corporation bull shit anyway.
fuck em.
its a good thing i stole that fucking server 2 weeks ago.
that will show em.
they have their heads so far up their asses, they won't even know its missing.
so now i sit here venting...
drinking pabst blue ribbon and rocking out to the new
Reggie and the full effect CD....
its just amazing how cheeze rawk gets me going.
if you ever get a chance to see these guys play live, you need to do it. they kick much ass live.

so....
i am a drunk.
and i'm all the better for it.
i would be rather boring if i wasn't drunk 3/4 's of the time.
switchblades and garterbelts...
sweetly dancing in my mind...
ok.
there is this fucking moron at my work.
he is a engineer.
has the degree...
went to school for like 8 years.
this fucker is so stupid, it amazes me on a daily basis.
i am surprised nobody has cut his heart out and fed it to him yet.
the ass wipe can't even fucking type.
HE CAN'T TYPE!!!!!
how in the fuck do you go to college for 8 fucking years, get an engineering degree and not be able to fucking type for christs sakes??????
what a fucking moron!
he makes my job a living hell.
and he's a fucking jerkoff too.

ok there...with that said, i feel better about todays work excursion.
a few more beers and its off to get my skate on.
i am looking forward to the Bane, and Promise show next weekend here in Redmond.
Bane is ok, but the Promise kicks much ass.
Suicide file is playing also, and i don't have to tell you, cause you already know (and if you don't, you should be shot in the fucking head) that they kick way way much much mucho ass!!!

so fuckers....
i got some drinkin' to do,...
so i'll fuck ya later

jerks
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miss_piss:
wow
that is some journal entry...

you ok?
Aug 22, 2003
selfcontaining:
well, that depends on what you call O.K.

in the sense that i am half sane, work is somewhat bearable, i am able to sleep at night, the demons in my head havn't asked me to do anything the authorities would consider putting me away for, then yes, i am ok...

but...
there are those moments each day that i wonder if my relationship with reality is fantasy or if it is actually happening...

but i am ok...
friends in from out of town...
good times...
lotsa laughs...

off to get some more ink done...

with this said...
take care and buckle your seatbelt
Aug 23, 2003

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