Friday Aug 29, 2003

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fuck
fuck fuck fuck fuck

if i could, i would sleep for days at a time...
dream my life away.
life in a dream.
dream in a life.

Tuesday Aug 12, 2003

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work is just way over rated.
got there an hour late today...
caught shit for it too.... fuckers.
but hey...
if they have the ballz to fire me, then let em do it.
its not like i can't find another job.
i'm fed up with their big corporation bull shit anyway.
fuck em.
its a good thing i stole that fucking server 2 weeks ago....
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miss_piss:
wow
that is some journal entry...

you ok?
selfcontaining:
well, that depends on what you call O.K.

in the sense that i am half sane, work is somewhat bearable, i am able to sleep at night, the demons in my head havn't asked me to do anything the authorities would consider putting me away for, then yes, i am ok...

but...
there are those moments each day that i wonder if my relationship with reality is fantasy or if it is actually happening...

but i am ok...
friends in from out of town...
good times...
lotsa laughs...

off to get some more ink done...

with this said...
take care and buckle your seatbelt

Monday Aug 11, 2003

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the atreyu show last night kicked my ass...

darkest hour shredded the place up like it was nothing...
then atreyu blasted the walls down and split my ear drums into a thousand peices...
my head hurt from the explosive sounds which emitted from the speakers...

if you ever get a chance to see atreyu live, you MUST do so...
or you suck.

so fuck off...
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Tuesday Aug 05, 2003

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and now ...
what shall i do...
lights turned off...
booze in hand...
listening intently...
the voices can't find me in here...

Thursday Jul 31, 2003

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its off to the mountains for some solitude,
drinking, smoking, writing...
far far far far away from civilization and
running water.
i hope the bears don't eat me...

Wednesday Jul 30, 2003

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i'm drunk as hell again...
and in a few hours...
i'll have people screaming in my ear at wurk...
askin me this and that...
as if i know all the answers...
its best to pretend that i do know all the answers...


they like that...
they really do...

Sunday Jul 27, 2003

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yet another sunny day...
its off to watch all the fucked up people...
good laughs...especially after about 5 or 6 beers!

cruise with the windows down...
chain smoking with the shades on...
there is just something about driving
a old classic car around town that
gets me in the mood...

not looking forward to monday at work...
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raw10grl:
that's one purty car
selfcontaining:
thanks...
i think the car kikks much ass...
but hey...what do i know?
yeah...
and all that shit

yup

Monday Jul 21, 2003

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another weekend...
lots of beer consumed...

way too hot........

but alas...

my bed is calling my name....
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freckle:
i want more already!!!
selfcontaining:
how about i save all mine and
generously give them to you?

Saturday Jul 19, 2003

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new house
new roomate

need more booze

anyone know of any half decent places to
hang out in redmond?