selfcontaining

every day

every fucking day


it never fails

people amaze me

its a wonder our species even survives

people are so fucking stupid

with all my soul i never wished it to turn out this way...

all the shit thats gone wrong with me...
i've lost my faith but i drop to my knees and pray...

i walk the streets with with bood red running deep in my eyes...

i see the world slowly slipping away...


i run away from this world not meant for me....
the faces...
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it will all burn one day
burn to smoldering ashes
then where will we be
without our convenience
without our fragile sheltered self
where will we be then
lost

it will all burn one day
burn to smoldering ashes
then where will we be
without our convenience
without our fragile sheltered self
where will we be then
lost

grey buildings
grey people
grey food
grey walls

all my senses numb
no strength left within

tales of yesteryear haunt my mind

ground me

my own gut ache
my own gut rake

i am

wow

people really are that fucking stupid...

and all this time i thought it was just an act...

fuckin christ almighty


time to drink myself silly
my disease is ignorance now

wow

people really are that fucking stupid...

and all this time i thought it was just an act...

fuckin christ almighty


time to drink myself silly
my disease is ignorance now

back up into a corner

ready to strike

senses sharpened

eyes glazed over searching
looking for the way out

there is always a way out

gonna find it if it kills me

aren't road trips just the fuckin' coolest thing?

driving and not giving a shit about anything!!!!

washington
oregon
california
nevada
montana

beer
cigs
cussin

just not giving a fuck about nuthin'

aw
its the life

wish you weren't in my mind to fuck it all up

blue skies
blue eyes
endless minutes to kill

smoke till i am blue in the face
drink till i pass out
music filling my ears

all troubles disapear
for this is my reality today

all is well in my minds eye today

i mean what the fuck

why do i always get this gut feeling that i am
doing things all wrong?

it seems like no matter what i do, i feel like this.
unless i drink myself to sleep, then i don't feel
it any longer.

why is it that everything i love is everything people tell me is bad for me?
how can i find...
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