...i have had a bad month.
i am moving out of my house at the end of summer, up to humboldt, or maybe just down here...i am still deciding.
i am trying to figure out rent, school, insurance, my pets, (hard to find a place that will allow them) and the entire moving situation, two days ago my puppy started to EAT my bed, so now i have to try and salvage that, the bed i bought over summer, and is still just about brand new.
i have been getting an average of 20 hours of sleep a week, on the good weeks, and just going fucking nuts.
not to mention my car situation is still fucked and my truck is not finished cause the douchebag who had it for three years copped out and left me with it unfinished.
i have closed and opened the coffeshop for two consecutive days (5-30 am -11-am then 5pm to 11-30 pm) and this morning had 8 people yell at me for making them the right drink...but apparently this is not how they do it at starbucks...(fucking banned forever, don't ever use the S word around me.)
so i come home, stressed the fuck out, and open the door and let my big dog out.
i go and lay ont he lawn, she runs up next to me, puts her head on my chest and licks my chin as she lays down...startign to feel better.
after 20 minutes i come inside to be attacked by all my little puppies all 5 jump on me and shower me with affectionate licks, and the cat even joins in, after i have been beaten down by pupy love i come on and seeCasper left a message on my last entry just being the sweetheart that she is.
I realize i am loved at least a little and now am soo much happier.
i think i am gonna go to the gym, or have a nice run on the beach, then take a nap...
man, all it take to make someone smile...thanks love, i appreciate it, you are the best
alright, also anyone with housing opportunities, let me know, or anyone that wants to rent a 9 acre 3 bedroom house with me for around 6-8 hundred a month on the river in humboldt, let me know as well!
alright bye then
i am moving out of my house at the end of summer, up to humboldt, or maybe just down here...i am still deciding.
i am trying to figure out rent, school, insurance, my pets, (hard to find a place that will allow them) and the entire moving situation, two days ago my puppy started to EAT my bed, so now i have to try and salvage that, the bed i bought over summer, and is still just about brand new.
i have been getting an average of 20 hours of sleep a week, on the good weeks, and just going fucking nuts.
not to mention my car situation is still fucked and my truck is not finished cause the douchebag who had it for three years copped out and left me with it unfinished.
i have closed and opened the coffeshop for two consecutive days (5-30 am -11-am then 5pm to 11-30 pm) and this morning had 8 people yell at me for making them the right drink...but apparently this is not how they do it at starbucks...(fucking banned forever, don't ever use the S word around me.)
so i come home, stressed the fuck out, and open the door and let my big dog out.
i go and lay ont he lawn, she runs up next to me, puts her head on my chest and licks my chin as she lays down...startign to feel better.
after 20 minutes i come inside to be attacked by all my little puppies all 5 jump on me and shower me with affectionate licks, and the cat even joins in, after i have been beaten down by pupy love i come on and seeCasper left a message on my last entry just being the sweetheart that she is.
I realize i am loved at least a little and now am soo much happier.
i think i am gonna go to the gym, or have a nice run on the beach, then take a nap...
man, all it take to make someone smile...thanks love, i appreciate it, you are the best
alright, also anyone with housing opportunities, let me know, or anyone that wants to rent a 9 acre 3 bedroom house with me for around 6-8 hundred a month on the river in humboldt, let me know as well!
alright bye then