What the fuck is wrong with me?
I think I have this magic power to fail. I can not win the affection of any girl who I think could ever bring some sense of joy to my life. I cant get anyone to hire me. Is this some cosmic way for the universe to tell me I dont belong? That I, as member of this...
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I think I have this magic power to fail. I can not win the affection of any girl who I think could ever bring some sense of joy to my life. I cant get anyone to hire me. Is this some cosmic way for the universe to tell me I dont belong? That I, as member of this...
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jimmyjoe:
thank you for supporting my point about Chopin against hordes of mathematical bores like Bach ;-)
jimmyjoe snark III
the weathermen
jimmyjoe snark III
the weathermen
legionnaire:
Is Sean Astin as cool in person as he seems like from his interviews? Seems like a pretty down to earth guy. After all, he's Rudy, for christ sake. 
Well, that is that and this is this...
You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you'll get...
You get away from me ... you get away from me...
I had a few friends who had some birthdays this past week so I did a fair share of spending cash. Not the most wise thing to do still being without employment. Worked...
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You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you'll get...
You get away from me ... you get away from me...
I had a few friends who had some birthdays this past week so I did a fair share of spending cash. Not the most wise thing to do still being without employment. Worked...
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legionnaire:
Thanks, those pics are from the camera I was talking about a while back - my new 4 megapixel one. They do look pretty damned good, even for a shitty photographer like myself. 
liv3:
The show went well, thanks for asking. 
Tori is an SG!!!!
I'm still trying to find a job and my scripts just move along at a snails pace. I've started to construct my newest personal website and I have a good feeling about it. I am thinking about making this one more about whoring my professional abilities and less personal like my last one...
Again Tori Rocks!!!
I'm still trying to find a job and my scripts just move along at a snails pace. I've started to construct my newest personal website and I have a good feeling about it. I am thinking about making this one more about whoring my professional abilities and less personal like my last one...
Again Tori Rocks!!!
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thelibra:
whore thyself! it'll be worth it in the long run.
so how'd you come up with your username...you a BNL fan?
so how'd you come up with your username...you a BNL fan?
stormy:
hahahahahahaahahaha
billy idol. clever.
billy idol. clever.
I sit here struggling over this screenplay I am failing to write... I have stared at this screen all day and accomplished nothing...
Yesterday they found the body of Spalding Gray, someone who I did admire. He was a figure I discovered back when I was in High School and seemed to always litter my conciseness for the next few years pretty heavily.
Today Paul...
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Yesterday they found the body of Spalding Gray, someone who I did admire. He was a figure I discovered back when I was in High School and seemed to always litter my conciseness for the next few years pretty heavily.
Today Paul...
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designaddict:
wow, i would like to read something youve written. I really dont hate all boys, my longterm relationship just ended in not a very good way and i was sad...but we can still have a club!!! 
unnecessaryz:
As long as you write something everyday, don't sweat the blockage. Why do you think I joined this site? Boobs? Psh, as if. Check out the writer's guild faqs and you'll start to feel a LOT better about yourself.
It's Thursday... on Monday I lost my job... Still haven't found a new one.
Again it comes down to the wire... Will I or won't I be boarding a plane Friday night bound for LA?
If I do it will be when I get back I'll be completely broke but I will be with friends in LA and have gone to the New York International...
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Again it comes down to the wire... Will I or won't I be boarding a plane Friday night bound for LA?
If I do it will be when I get back I'll be completely broke but I will be with friends in LA and have gone to the New York International...
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boxofficepoison:
I was in web design too for a little while, yeah that can be real shitty pay. Just out of curiosity did you change your AIM name lately? or have you just not been on-line past couple of days?
legionnaire:
It's amazing to me how many people know that song "You've got the touch." Hilarious and amazing. It's got that charm of being like the worst 80's song ever, but still semi-catchy.
Every so often you feel like you can slowly reclaim your life... and then something comes along say like the loss of your job that just slams you down again...
So I finally had something positive to say, but I really can't find those words right now...
Year 25 day 5 proves to be crap...
So I finally had something positive to say, but I really can't find those words right now...
Year 25 day 5 proves to be crap...
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legionnaire:
Yeah, I hear you - that night was extremely bizarre. How much later did you guys stay after I left?
minimalism:
Their entire LP is online at http://www.thestills.net/audiovideo.html It's quite good. Their live show is even better.
Ok here is goes
Today I turn 25 and so I reflect mostly on the year that has passed. And all I can really see is a year full of failures and follies. Mistakes and regrets and now I feel so empty I very uncertain how to move forward. I feel drained and tired. I think what it comes down to is a total lack...
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Today I turn 25 and so I reflect mostly on the year that has passed. And all I can really see is a year full of failures and follies. Mistakes and regrets and now I feel so empty I very uncertain how to move forward. I feel drained and tired. I think what it comes down to is a total lack...
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nursesugar:
Thanks for kind words! Mwah!
liv3:
i want you to come hang out 
Only 4 days left and I will enter year 25 of my life...
Should be going to LA in less than two weeks but the chances are silm unless I raise enough cash.
Going to dinner Sunday night.
Since I am completely bored and can't write at the moment I set up a wireless LAN, so come on folks come and hack into my signal....
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Should be going to LA in less than two weeks but the chances are silm unless I raise enough cash.
Going to dinner Sunday night.
Since I am completely bored and can't write at the moment I set up a wireless LAN, so come on folks come and hack into my signal....
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ice009:
happy birthday dude... it was cool meeting you... sorry i wont be around to hang out any more
boxofficepoison:
Yeah, what's going on with wanting to go to LA. That's like really wanting searing rectal pain.
I feel a worth wild entry coming up soon...
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liv3:
'bout time.
midknight:
what have you been doing, man? 
What freyja said.
And yep, Freyja is right. It's all about attitude. Girls want a guy with confidence, who they can be proud to be around. Even if they aren't millionnaires or rock stars or whatever.
My advice is, if you're talking to a girl you're interested in - focus on something you're good at, and think about it. Don't think about the fact that you aren't employed or whatever, pick whatever you do well and talk about it, and it'll come through in the conversation.