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Thursday Mar 04, 2004

Mar 4, 2004
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It's Thursday... on Monday I lost my job... Still haven't found a new one.
Again it comes down to the wire... Will I or won't I be boarding a plane Friday night bound for LA?

If I do it will be when I get back I'll be completely broke but I will be with friends in LA and have gone to the New York International Film Festival.

Here is the real kicker. I haven't been on a plane since 1997... and that is because I suddenly developed a fear of flying and I use to fly the damn things myself! So I have no idea how I am going to react.

BUT, I hope this trip will be great and restore me and I will come back to NY feeling full of energy and life and be able to accomplish everything I need to and have things finally work out for once...

Turns out I am not going to LA... again another failure in the fabric of my life...

Thanks to everyone who has left me their kind words these past few entries...
VIEW 16 of 16 COMMENTS
boxofficepoison:
I was in web design too for a little while, yeah that can be real shitty pay. Just out of curiosity did you change your AIM name lately? or have you just not been on-line past couple of days?
Mar 8, 2004
legionnaire:
It's amazing to me how many people know that song "You've got the touch." Hilarious and amazing. It's got that charm of being like the worst 80's song ever, but still semi-catchy.
Mar 8, 2004

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