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Monday Feb 09, 2004

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I hate myself... Why? Because I am such a fucking fuck up...

Failure Tanya... it showed up again yesterday and I was amazed to see it back so soon since I thought it already had it's way with me.

See I fail to do a lot of things, I come off as weak most of the time because of it. And all I can say today is that after so much time of thinking one way. Finally I was honest with myself and I turned out to have some cosmic joke played on me that ended up making me realize what a total fuck up I am and I can't bare it...
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legionnaire:
Speaking as a molecular biologist, (commenting on yesterday's entry) I can honestly say that failure is not in DNA - that defies all principles of molecular evolution. Sorry.

Relax man, everyone tries and fails. I know it sounds trite, but it's better to try and fail than not to try at all. If you stop trying, then you'll never succeed. What do we do when we fall off the horse? smile
Feb 11, 2004
manicfeminist:
Sorry if I made everything worse. My mom stays she's got it going on.
Feb 16, 2004

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