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Today...*sigh*


I started a new weight loss regime today. 2 hours of exercise and half the amount i usually eat. I am very hungry. and very tired. and incredibly depressed. You know exercise is supposed to make you feel good. it just makes me feel like a freaking fat ass and makes me remember that no matter how much weight i lose my stretch marks will last FOREVER and i will always be hideous. And that is how I truly feel today. I just want to cry but I am too strong for petty self indulgence in pity for myself. Maybe tomorrow I will feel better. I still am not really packed. need to do that to...