Shorter update, and I'll do the usual closing, but I'm not up to the headline things tonight.
Things are not what I wish they were.
Work is not what it's supposed to me, I can't make rent this month. I'm looking for a night job, or to be honest I'm looking at the possibilities of other day jobs as well. I'm good at what I do, I just don't get to do it a lot.
My sister bought me a ticket to go to Washington for the weekend. She knows it's someting I have really been wanting to do, but there is no way I can afford it right now so it's my birthday present.
Things with Li Wei are fucked up. I don't know if it's a cultural misunderstanding, or if she is has cold feet, or if I am reading too much into the situation, or if I am being tested again, or what.
On the other hand, I am friends with my ex now. I still love her. No I don't think we will get back together. But I can't let go of my best friend for almost a decade just because we are not involved anymore.
I love living in San Diego, but if things don't get better soon, I will have little choice to go back to Florida in shame. I hate Florida, although I do care a lot about some of the people that I left there.
Here's this weeks advice. Don't think about shit too much, because you will talk yourself out of a lot of good things. Go with your heart.
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Today's Music:
Mission UK.
Today's Mood:
Sort of quiet I guess.
Today's Thought:
I would rather die in Cali than live in Fla. But it looks like I may not get a choice in the matter.
Today's Question:
Can anyone front me a ciggie? I'm out.
Today's Traffic Observation:
.03 seconds. That is the amount of time that elapses between the traffic light turning green and the cab driver behind you blowing is horn at you in San Diego.
Today's Haiku:
Softly blows the wind
Leaves rustle and the grass stirs
Fall has come early
Things are not what I wish they were.
Work is not what it's supposed to me, I can't make rent this month. I'm looking for a night job, or to be honest I'm looking at the possibilities of other day jobs as well. I'm good at what I do, I just don't get to do it a lot.
My sister bought me a ticket to go to Washington for the weekend. She knows it's someting I have really been wanting to do, but there is no way I can afford it right now so it's my birthday present.
Things with Li Wei are fucked up. I don't know if it's a cultural misunderstanding, or if she is has cold feet, or if I am reading too much into the situation, or if I am being tested again, or what.
On the other hand, I am friends with my ex now. I still love her. No I don't think we will get back together. But I can't let go of my best friend for almost a decade just because we are not involved anymore.
I love living in San Diego, but if things don't get better soon, I will have little choice to go back to Florida in shame. I hate Florida, although I do care a lot about some of the people that I left there.
Here's this weeks advice. Don't think about shit too much, because you will talk yourself out of a lot of good things. Go with your heart.
***
Today's Music:
Mission UK.
Today's Mood:
Sort of quiet I guess.
Today's Thought:
I would rather die in Cali than live in Fla. But it looks like I may not get a choice in the matter.
Today's Question:
Can anyone front me a ciggie? I'm out.
Today's Traffic Observation:
.03 seconds. That is the amount of time that elapses between the traffic light turning green and the cab driver behind you blowing is horn at you in San Diego.
Today's Haiku:
Softly blows the wind
Leaves rustle and the grass stirs
Fall has come early
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Now, let me just pig out on chicken marsala and I'll holler at ya!