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finally decided what i am going to be for halloween. thanks to a friend of mine
i am going to be a ballerina!!! i am going to make a tutu, and a top, with pretty pretty sparkles and whatnot. and i am excited

so a couple of things i need

tights(spandex tights) in black
tulle, maybe 3-4 yards
ribbons
jewels to glue on

the only...
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so my body had decided to go apeshit. i have had a period since last wednesday-which was 10/7. now i normally would not be concerned...but understand that i have not had a period since january, when this whole pcos thing started. i just want it to stop! ugh

in other news...i have to wake up super early to go to the doctor tomorrow. and i...
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my husband decided to be all dukes of hazard tonight after he dropped me off. instead of turning around and backing into the space, and then pulling off...he decided to turn and drive into the grass thinking he could make it

its been raining for a week.
rain and mud dont make for good traction
so he got stuck
he is not in our apartment...
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i am happy . my husband is buying me a dress form. its a dritz dressform for only $65 it is a size medium, but can extend. and if worse comes to worse, i can pad the hell out of it, and throw a swimsuit over it to make it my size. but for the samples for my store, most of the stuff is medium-large,...
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So I've been thinking about random things. First thing is photography. I love photography, I love everything about it. Now grant it, I am not published in magazines and whatnot, but I love what I do. I mean, my camera goes everywhere with me, and for some reason I just can't take enough pictures lol. Now admittedly I do wish I had better equipment, but...
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So, this "secret", I can't hold anymore. So I'm going to give you a clue I have three important meetings before I get the surgery for my "secret", and that should be before the new year yay!

in other news, I am seriously trying to muster the energy to draft this pattern and start sewing. blah!

so last night i had a cyst on my ovary rupture...it was horrible. i was in probably the most intense pain that i have ever felt. it was crazy. after about an hour and a half of intense pain, it started to subside, and i was doped on percoset which made it better at least till i went to bed. then today i woke up...
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i should be doing something productive.
but im sitting here naked, watching ABC Family-"legally blondes". which is a spinoff of the movie Legally Blonde-this is stupid

anywho..yesterday was fun. we went out and ate breakfast, saw Zombieland, went to the library and picked up a couple of books, and then came home-napped, woke up, cuddled, and then went to sleep .

yesterday was a day...
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up early...going to ihop with my husband then to the movies to see zombieland then to the park or something so i can take pictures.

i loves my husband. the other day, i just completely told him how i felt about everything. i mean we have been through some tough times but through it all i love him dearly. and i also firmly know that...
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so we just got back in from meeting some new "friends", who had a hot tub. it was a good time had by all-about to go to bed soon

so the Haute Dame (thats the name I settled on) will be relased...i dont know when. i dont want to set a date and not be prepared, but i kind of want to get all hyped...
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