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My father has battled kidney cancer for almost three years. In September 2004 the doctors said he had 4-6 months to live. He has been fighting through all the treatments and still managed to joke and have a good time. Two weeks ago right after my spring break he tried a radical treatment that could have cured him, Interlukin 2, which had a 95 percent...
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Been a little while since I last updated, been busy with stuff. Pretty much just trying to be ok with my dad. Im really glad that my girlfriend Molly is in my life, she is awesome and really does make me feel a little better about the situation about my dad. Im going with her to see a Dashboard concert tonight at the univeral amp....
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So I think that it is unfortunate that my ex girlfriend and I can't remain friends. I really care about her and even though our relationship didn't end badly, we are not really on speaking terms. It's been a year, I would think she would be over the hard feelings by now. Oh well.

On another note, I think its hard to realize your not...
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Feel pretty confused at the moment. LA doesn't seem like home anymore, Santa Cruz is something else. I still feel like im that little kid that used to be so happy. What happened? Where did things go wrong? Now that I look back I wish I had never smoked pot or done any other drug, it had really affected me more than I thought. Somehow...
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I love my Dad, I think that is one of the hardest things for me to actually say. I just have to find a way to say that to him. Sorta random, but i've never believed in God or anything. I do hope that there is something out there, a place to be back with the loved ones that have passed away. I have been...
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It's pretty crazy to think that a year ago my dad was fine. People seem to take a lot of things for granted. My mom passed away when I was ten and I think I've taken all my anger out at my dad. I really feel that I wasted a lot of time I could have had with my dad being angry. Now my dad...
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So I have a Humanistic Psyc midterm and I am not even close to ready for it. Im all stressed out. I just need to get my shit together, im just not sure how. I wonder how I got to the point I am right now. It may seem lame, but I really do feel like my life would be better if I had never...
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So I have a new Blue Tongue Skink, he is very cool!

Lets see school is going alright, I NEED to go to class more. Somehow it is hard to find motivation with my dad being sick. I know that it is my future that I should be taking care of, but its not easy. I've been smoking bud way too much. I've pretty much...
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New quarter at school, def. stoaked to have new classes. Humanistic Psyc, is one of the chillest classes i've taken. My pop culture professor has actually found a way to make pop culture boring, that sucks. My politics class is alright, but just some lame class for my major. It was finally sunny in Santa Cruz today, it's been raining forever now. Being from so-cal...
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Jamaica was awesome! It was def. pretty crazy, I was at this place Hedonism III while they playboy was filming their spring break video. There were a good number of naked playmates, not a bad spring break.