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Oct 17, 2015
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I think I used to be a person, but it's been awhile. I feel alienated around normal people, and ever plagued by an overactive mind. I don't feel like I'm a part of my own generation. I suffer the mindless and conformist, and feel the pressure of their scrutiny -- lumped into some category, to have my thoughts and feelings written off as a cover-up for what they assume is the true me: exactly what they are. It's stifling.
So, I write. I read. I keep my mind occupied with puzzles, music, and questions far from the minds of the average. I try to do what I can for those around me; though mostly small gestures, and I still fall short at times. I seek peace, despite my occasional animosity and instinct to bite at my attackers. I've found a sense of satisfaction in these practices; this simple change -- seeds of ideas that grew to be a part of me.
I hope that I may be a positive example -- a role model to those who feel crushed or confined. Even if this means I'm to shoulder the burden of others. Even if I'm to face the judgement of society. Even if I'm looked at as "abnormal". If I'm no longer a "person"; well, I suppose I'm still human.

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