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I think I used to be a person, but it's been awhile. I feel alienated around normal people, and ever plagued by an overactive mind. I don't feel like I'm a part of my own generation. I suffer the mindless and conformist, and feel the pressure of their scrutiny -- lumped into some category, to have my thoughts and feelings written off as...
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Give me anything: a smile, a word, or even your hatred; I'll take it -- I can work with anything. Anything is better than nothing in this life. Life with nothing is no better than death; worse, in fact -- to only sit and watch humanity fade as it tears itself apart slowly: it leaves you hollow. I'd take death over being hollow -- an all-encompassing...
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Spending some time in the bottle, killing my feelings to save my friendship with her. whatever
cleokat:
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I'm going to explode...
All day I've been shaking with fury and frustration, my gut boiling with anger. My co-workers say I'm being pissy and a downer, but they don't understand how I feel or why I feel this way. I come up with good ideas to help us get projects done faster or more efficiently, but all they do is...
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I'm about to ramble, so brace yourselves.

Well, after fucking up my relationship with one of my friends, she has distanced herself from me; now I'm alone with my thoughts again. I feel like I now have to spend all of my free time with others, or run the risk of sinking into madness; driven there by my own inner conflict -- my desires...
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Been up since 2:00 this morning, and currently running on 2 hours of sleep, a java chip frappuccino, and half a sandwich; so I'm pretty out of it. When I get this way I typically think about my place in the world, and I feel really down. I feel like I've never truly had a positive impact on someone's life - short...
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cleokat:
Haha that's right, I'm a pussy biggrin Maybe I'll build up my courage and contact him. And thank you smile I hope to become good again, so I can post more videos
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Warning: Rant threat is eminent.

I really question my decisions I've made about my life in the last couple of years; primarily the decision to join the military. Perhaps I just had too high of expectations, but military life seems to be a huge let-down. I live in a cramped, worn-down old dorm building on a pitifully small military base, and I see proof...
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cleokat:
smile I love Bleach, but I haven't kept up with it in a while. Kinda miss it.
cleokat:
Thank you smile