scumbag

lost one more time
i guess
underneath my skin where blood flows like thick lava
i dont feel nothing
as my blood fills a loose tube
just to disapear again
to refresh my memory
of how i lost it all before
it scares me that there is something
so beutiful
in such an ugly world
fuck everything completely
when even the most beutiful thing kills
and lasts only a couple of hours
just to stab more and more leaving
nothing more
than a fucking
absess
fuck