scott_ish

Someone I work with passed away the other day. Which is and isn't a problem. It always reminds me of all the other deaths I've experienced in life and it continues to bother me. Doubtfully in the same way most people would think. What bothers me the most about death is how little I care. I've watched it happen. I've had close friends and family pass. Not once have I reacted to it in a way that seems appropriate to the circumstance/situation. I understand some people do are unaffected by it, but it just seems like I should be at least a little bothered by it. I only remember one death I had a reaction to. I was five. It was terrible.

My coworker was a nice person.

On to other news. I think I know what might be wrong with my ipod. So I'm going to attempt to dismantle it and see if I can repair it. If I break it, oh well, I buy a new one.

Oh, and this post sucks. I think it comes off as depressing and maybe a bit twisted. Now how it is intended. I actually meant for it to be a method of understanding. For me getting things out sometimes helps me understand my reactions to situations. This situation in particular is one I have yet to grasp.

Oh, it's also laundry day and I have just shy of a week off from work. Definitively excited about it. I'm not even sure that's a word. Spellcheck didn't go off, so I'll assume that it is in a dictionary and look it up later to be certain. Spellcheck should be spell check by the way. No spaces is wrong.