Losing the Internet today due to the fact that I now live alone and just paid school tuition. Hope to have it back sometime soon. 
So I had a very drunk guest at my table tonight. He wasn't drunk or belligerent, but very clearly heavily intoxicated.... He was in a party of five and he was the only wasted one. His wife, or woman had to have a great deal of red wine to drink because her teeth were really stained, but she was well behaved. I told my management...
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chazgasm:
haha sounds like good times
saltlord:
VIP no showes are crap! You need to roll into some bartending shifts. That's one reason I got out of management. My Barrtenders were walking fat and I had to handle the shit when it hit the fan.
I hated cutting people off, but most of the time they were cool if you found a way to do it on the sly.
I'm Rick James Bitch! Is fucking funny. I would totally pull that shit.
I hated cutting people off, but most of the time they were cool if you found a way to do it on the sly.
I'm Rick James Bitch! Is fucking funny. I would totally pull that shit.
Well I have another therapy appointment today. I am really glad I went last week, I don't know what I was so afraid of. I am not going back into individual therapy; I am just going for what she calls "booster sessions." The nice thing was her comfort that I am going through a normal period in my relationship. That did make me feel much...
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_holden_:
Therapy has really helped me. I've been in therapy for a little over two years now. It just helps me find balance in my life. I am glad you found someone that you can trust and talk to. Take care. I hope you are doing well. 
I have been really stressed lately and haven't been handling it the best. I went to school today to try to straighten out stuff so I can get my fall classes in order. I got some of what I need to do done, but some people whom I need to speak with weren't available. I went to the shrink's office to get back into group...
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mysweetisrael:
Maybe you should stick to the appointment. It sounds like you want to talk to her. Maybe it's something you need right now.
endlessly:
Was just stopping by to say hello, but now, damn it woman you have me concerned!! So here's what I want you to do:
Smile
Smile again
Maybe even try to laugh
Now go to the bathroom mirror and make silly faces, eventually you'll start to laugh. Unless you don't have a funny face.
I know I always laugh.
Smile
Smile again
Maybe even try to laugh
Now go to the bathroom mirror and make silly faces, eventually you'll start to laugh. Unless you don't have a funny face.
I know I always laugh.
Things haven't been going too well in my relationship and that downright sucks. I am not sure how to fix the problem perminately. I feel like every week there is some new huge drama with him, and yes sometimes i am part of that problem. But most often i am not, and i just want some rest from it all. I love him and that...
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mysweetisrael:
If nothing else, I've learned that relationships require a lot of effort.
I am being lazy today and sitting around the house eating ice cream and cherries. It is a good thing that i have to work this evening.
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endlessly:
No, not strange. Maybe just a little disconcerting or otherwise.............. ah fuck it. Yeah, that was strange. 
Perhaps you were dreaming about me?? And maybe in said dream I was tall and my name was Jean-Paul and women found me irresistible?? It's just a guess.
Perhaps you were dreaming about me?? And maybe in said dream I was tall and my name was Jean-Paul and women found me irresistible?? It's just a guess.
endlessly:
Uh wi-wi!
So should i care that the guy that i am seeing thinks of me as second best in bed? I hardly dare to think that i am amazing or anything, but i still don't like hearing it. His number one was a girl he dated over 3 years ago. I think they were together for almost 2 years and they had sex almost everyday. He...
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zetaalfaorion:
I know what you mean...I had a gf that would tell me about some of the experiences she had in the past, which is really stupid on her part. If you want to end a relationship all you got to do is talk about what you did with other people, i don't really undestand why people want to do that. Once they tell you anything about the past it really sinks in and the relationship won't be the same after that.
Well it is nighttime once again. Lately this has been a really hard time for me. It is when my demons get the best of me. So rather than cut, which is what I desperately want right now, I am writing this blog. Don't feel like you have to respond to it, it is just the rambling of a girl trying to be strong. I...
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Well happy 4th of July to all. I used to love this holiday as a kid. I spent most of my summers with my grandparents and my aunt and uncle, so I would go see fireworks with them. It was great. I miss my cousins. This year I will celebrate by working my ass off. I have to basically walk to work bc they will...
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mysweetisrael:
Welcome to Restaurant Land, where our job is to work our asses off so everyone else can relax.
reneemarie:
haha cute pics! Looks like you had fun
chazgasm:
looks like ya had fun!
Paying tuition always sucks... for the weeks leading up to it I was always excited because I had THOUSANDS of dollars in my bank account. But then, once it's paid, I had like $2 or $3 left.