After almost 4 years I've finally break up with my GF.
Yesterday and the day before I was at pain, today all I fell is kind of a relief felling...
Its wonderfull to be on my on, but unfortunatelly she will stay in my home for the next few weeks, maybe until the end of the month, and I don't know how I'll handle it, I don't want to go back to a relationship with her unless I'm sure that she has changed, but lets be sincere, she is desperate right now, she will say and do anything she has to go back and fix things but it means either it will happen and she will be afraid of "losing me" and constantly pushing herself to do what I say I wanted she to be/do or she will try at first, and really hard, but give up and become the same one she was, because she is eiter too proud or too afraid...
Yesterday and the day before I was at pain, today all I fell is kind of a relief felling...
Its wonderfull to be on my on, but unfortunatelly she will stay in my home for the next few weeks, maybe until the end of the month, and I don't know how I'll handle it, I don't want to go back to a relationship with her unless I'm sure that she has changed, but lets be sincere, she is desperate right now, she will say and do anything she has to go back and fix things but it means either it will happen and she will be afraid of "losing me" and constantly pushing herself to do what I say I wanted she to be/do or she will try at first, and really hard, but give up and become the same one she was, because she is eiter too proud or too afraid...