scoots

starting to feel really bored. still fighting via email with an ex that is back in slovakia now. nothing has changed. no matter how much i express how much i care, but can't continue taking the same verbal abuse and unwillingness to discuss the issues in an intelligent adult manner, i still get anger and bitterness in return. for what? cause I won't commit to a relationship that involves anger and bitterness. Go figure?

So I am left with a life of coming home to an empty house night after night, neglecting the home improvements that used to make feel like i was doing something worthwhile as i did them.

at least i can look forward to Violently_Happy moving back so I can dust my bowling ball off for a night at BLB of summit beer and being ignored by the wait staff.

My new goal in life: get 2 pages in comments on my journal.

im a fucking loser................have a nice day