Okay, I wanna quit my fucking job so badly!!!!
I have a college education, years of lab experience, and a great work ethic. Why am I being paid shit and being treated like a kid? I don't want politician answers to confrontational questions and my ass kissed when I make them nervous. I am backed in a corner financially and they know it, therefore taking advantage of me.
Everyone pushes me around and I let them. They are getting to the point of being mean. I work my ass off and they cut my overtime and made issues about everything I do. I despise my job and the sad part is, I like doing it if that makes sense. I want to crawl in the corner and cry. My life is so embarrassing.
I have some wonderful friends at work. I love them and they love me. I even have an every day lunch date with this amazing butterfly for the past month. I think he likes me. He's black with yellow spots. He flys past me at the lunch table (I always eat alone) and around me and leaves. I swear he comes every day to hang out with me. The smile returns to my soul when I see him.
Enough talking about work. I got some great family stuff going on this weekend. Looking forward to that. Having a nice dinner with my dad hopefully. He got a new award for an inventor's patent. This must be patent fifteen at least. talk about living in someone's shadow.
Dreaming about a well needed vacation, tattoos and piercings I desire, and some bit of hope for stability and definition in my life.
I send my love.
I have a college education, years of lab experience, and a great work ethic. Why am I being paid shit and being treated like a kid? I don't want politician answers to confrontational questions and my ass kissed when I make them nervous. I am backed in a corner financially and they know it, therefore taking advantage of me.
Everyone pushes me around and I let them. They are getting to the point of being mean. I work my ass off and they cut my overtime and made issues about everything I do. I despise my job and the sad part is, I like doing it if that makes sense. I want to crawl in the corner and cry. My life is so embarrassing.
I have some wonderful friends at work. I love them and they love me. I even have an every day lunch date with this amazing butterfly for the past month. I think he likes me. He's black with yellow spots. He flys past me at the lunch table (I always eat alone) and around me and leaves. I swear he comes every day to hang out with me. The smile returns to my soul when I see him.
Enough talking about work. I got some great family stuff going on this weekend. Looking forward to that. Having a nice dinner with my dad hopefully. He got a new award for an inventor's patent. This must be patent fifteen at least. talk about living in someone's shadow.
Dreaming about a well needed vacation, tattoos and piercings I desire, and some bit of hope for stability and definition in my life.
I send my love.
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I love the butterfly thing, its amazing to have a connection like that...
The thread deleted was about this topic in the "site" board:
"why is there a number 42 next to my name"
it was meant as a spoof or joke.. but I guess it didn't work...
I hope you car rest this weekend, and send a
Alx
Still, they treat me as if I know more than I do, when really-they could literally train a monkey to do it.
I guess I can't complain to much, it pays well, and they treat me good-and yes, I know and love many of my coworkers.
But I'm sorry top hear about you rough time at work. I've had some shitty jobs, that I had to keep to pay the bills-which yes, they knew.
I get to spend time with my family this weekend to, my Grandmother is driving up from Iowa, and is spending time with my parents and neice, so I summize I'll be hanging with them quite a bit, I look forward to it.