I'm having a down day. The urge to drink is unbelievable right now. Sometimes it's so difficult. Alcohol really is like an abusive spouse. Every time I drink I wake up feeling like shit. Not necessarily with a hang over, but it just feels like my body can't handle it like it used to and it wears on me. I always tell myself I won't drink again but do I? Of course I do. I've struggled with this for 12 years now. 12 fucking years.
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