I am soooo tired.
I am so tired of being sad. I am tired of being unable to do anything. I am tired of being tired.
I am tired of crying.
Forcing myself to do some things, to do stuff around the house so I can at least count a few "wins" at the end of the day, but nothing is alleviating this constant sadness. I know others of...
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Having trouble pulling myself together lately. Even writing something here has been a struggle. Merlin, my cockatiel that has been my constant companion for 25 years, died recently and I'm still getting through that. Both Karen and I are having a difficult time with that.
Miss you, you little bugger.
ainoa:
I'm sorry for your loss :( sending a hug your way
Allergies today are kicking my butt. Okay, I'm assuming it's allergies and not a tumor or an alien about to explode out of my brain.
Anyway, my head feels all cloudy and brain functions are numb, slow. So, there's that. Got my allergy shots today and those left me with huge knots on my arms. Looks like I'm developing strangely placed muscles. At least they...
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You know, I has a post all planned out, some insights, some interesting, but then I had to call and deal with insurance and medical stuff. Even though it all worked out, it put me into a severe state of panic and anxiety, to the point of hot/cold flashes and tingling in the extremities. Clearly not the time to post insightful stuff. Right now, i...
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A night of nudity, Cards Against Humanity and making out with another girl. All in all, a good first day to Karen's vacation.
Ugh. I failed at adulting today. Again.
iggy:
me too!!
I know this is TMI, but damn it feels good, when it's 95 outside and 85% humidity, to have non-furry genitals. I'm just saying.
Sitting here waiting for stupid cable guy to show up, and he is, of course, running behind. Grrrrrr.
Hope you are all having a great day so far. Loves and hugs.
I just spent an entire day with @iggy. You should all be jealous now! ;-) Karen and I got to hang out with her all day and it was awesome. Plus, she answered her door in underwear, so yeah...BONUS!
And even though we are not your parents, darlin', you are still family. Love you and can't wait to do it again!
iggy:
You are so my family!! And you know what, if anyone else wants to see me in my underpants just knock on my door and wake me up....My neighbors see me in my undies on a daily basis lol. I seriously have no shame.
damian_stark:
I am most certainly jealous. Iggy is the fucking bomb.
Gods, I'm so tired of feeling nothing. Of course, when I start feeling something It's probably going to be sadness and depression, so....not sure which is worse.
iggy:
Ugh. Yes. so much yes. I so get it.