So here is sit, bird on my head, warming her feet, and I just remembered that I missed our anniversary. Both Karen and I missed it. Not surprising for her to miss it, I'm the one that usually keeps track of these things, but it's just a sign of how things are that I totally forgot about it. Not that we could do much special, but at least acknowledge 27 years of marriage. Her gift is on the way still, it was being made special, but still. Now I'm trying to decide if I should just wait for it to arrive to tell her, or tell her now that we forgot our date.
Nothing new going on. I have not been up much because I am dealing with a lot of depression. Sleeping a lot and escaping by watching lots of tv. I really need to break out of this but my brain has many other ideas, none of them good. Everything is just worse and worse as the days go on. I guess I really have nothing to look forward to, nothing that is giving me happy thoughts.
I hope you are all doing well and having a good day. Much love to you all. **MWAH**
