scattershot

I hate new years, and I hate myself for not going to this party, but I would hate myself more and in a different way if I went.

she said she'd call me tonight though ... after making out with her boyfriend.

I hate new years.

I find it hard to believe that SG Katie will be "by her damn self" this new-years eve. Only losers like me with social anxiety problems are going to be alone this new years. But I'll still get drunk and I'll do a lot of writing/drawing/playing video games.

Fuck the countdown

10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1

Big deal.