scattershot

So would you call this a cursed day.

1. I had three consecutive nightmares last night. Well I don't consider nightmares, nightmares cuz I embrace dreaming and don't fear it however I had one dream where friends of mine and myself were fighting a loosing battle against Jason from the friday the 13th series and I woke myself up before he snapped my head off by squeezing it with a chain.
Then I had a dream where I woke up in my old house and found my family gone and realized that they had dissowned me and changed their names so I wouldn't find them. When I did it was all downhill from there.
I forget the third one but I remember waking up nervous from a third dream.

Besides the obvious I could tell they were nightmares because my heart was racing when I woke up and I was nervous to fall back asleep.

So I didn't sleep very well to say the least, But I had a plan for the day that involved getting some cool shit so I went and did that.
It was a lot of walking involved and I stoped at Timmy Ho's (Tim Horton's for those who don't know) to get breaky (Coffee and donut) and as I step out I see a buncha kids fighting ... like serious fighting outside. What was I to do about that. I put my headphones back on and kept walking. Now before you break my balls about that there were a lot of kids (high school kids) and they seemed to know what they were getting into and there were a crowd around the 4 kids who were fighting so I couldn't have gotten in there to do the humane thing and break it up.

So I get to the mall which is where I wanted to go and I get the stuff that I wanted. (A black dress shirt for school presentations and job stuff and a bunch of solid ties I got a pink, red, and teal blue ones they look soooooo awesome) Then I went to Wal-Mart to buy boxers.(thats right ladies) and I ended up comming out of there with boxers, sweaters, and sleeping pants... I CAN"T STOP SPENDING.

On the way home I almost got hit by a car. I was crossing a little nothing gap between two sets of sidewalks and some car is making a turn there and all I hear is this honking over my headphones (I was listening to Emery). It got my heart racing and yeah I froze like a deer in the headlights for a few seconds too.

Thats all the bad shit really well except for a friend telling me about a friend of hers that commited suicide and it looked like she was gonna start crying in front of me when she was telling me this and this was all before a test. I felt so bad for her like it was my fault she was all messed up before the test. It all started when I was talking about a friend of mine who is a little edgy in the head and she starts going in about her friend who "Took too many meds and hung himself" sad sad sad story.

but we had the exam and we both felt like we did well. Her better than me cuz she's so smart, and shes also very beautiful. (this was the girl I couldn't stop talking about last school year. I almost thought I was in love with her but now its just like I wanna be her really close friend for as long as I can be .... she does have a boyfriend already)

and for all of you who think I write long journal entries you should check out no50's journal. That is a novel.

So are you all going out to buy me stuff on my wishlist? hahaha

thats all for now faithful Scatter-Ites
till next, same scatt time, same scatt channel
peace, love and soul
scattershot

music: Taking Back Sunday - Head Club (don't call my name..)
mood: A long day and sore muscles and a comfy new sweater and sleep pants.