well geez- it's been a while...i FINALLY finished the worst semester of my life...but i still don't know if i passed all my classes, christmas was great-got some good stuff, it's nice to relax now. UNFORTUNATELY i'm pmsing so bad, i just want to cry...what to do when you're guy who you're trying to have an open relationship with, finds a girl he likes...and you just CAN'T handle it???
howcome i can sleep w/ other guys, & he's fine...but i can't handle it if he does??
WHY DO I HAVE TO CARE SO FUCKING MUCH?? IT'S JUST SEX!!!!
i'm gonna go cry now...
howcome i can sleep w/ other guys, & he's fine...but i can't handle it if he does??
WHY DO I HAVE TO CARE SO FUCKING MUCH?? IT'S JUST SEX!!!!
i'm gonna go cry now...
cleancutkyle:
i kinda know what you're going through as far as that whole one of you is cool w/ the other sleeping around but not vice versa (and by sleeping around i dont mean whore-ish or anything). my ex and i still have immense feelings for one another and she has a b/f who she screws on a regular basis and it doesnt bug me... but yet i can't even mention to her girls i hang out with, much less sleep with. It's just a personallity difference I assume. Some people are just more naturally selfish when it comes to "love" than others.... and that's totally normal, nothin wrong w/ it. was he your first btw ? because maybe its an attatchment thing? i dunno, just making guesses and giving 18yr old advice, haha! no tears tho sweetie, your too purdy! 
