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why, for most girls, myself included, must sex be followed up by some sort of emotion?

i am really angry with myself because i knew this would happen... i knew it. and i am sad, too... because often, things don't go my way...

i think that in a few posts prior to this one, i had made brief mention of a girl who was my "friend," and in reality, i couldn't stand her. well, not getting into details, but we're not friends anymore. it feels nice.

although, it further proves my inability to hold onto any form of relationship in my life...

my lame ex keeps calling me asking to hook up. he's a fucking piss off and i hate him..

going to syracuse, NY this weekend. it will feel nice to get away..

we are not the kids we used to be...