sawa

I have been having the most VIVID dreams lately. And they are all like movies with deep storylines. But they all have an element of stress and tension in them. Nothing is ever OK. Something is always going wrong.

I have also been able to fantasize a lot lately. I used to never really be into fantasy, I got off on reality. But these days my mind can invent a whole scenario on one look at somebody. Last night I ate at this trendy restaurant and this latinish band was playing on the balcony. I was one of the only people in the place looking up at the band and the accordian player was staring back at me. The mind goes crazy in fantasy land. When I was in Portland recently there was some black haired guy with an Iron Maiden t-shirt cooking in the back of a healthy restaurant. I went back there to use the restroom. He was all sweaty.... The mind goes crazy. I picture myself up on the stove or something. And at night I can pretend my bed is in the middle of the ocean. I need to go to the beach soon.

I finally made my best friend skatepunk fill out his profile last night. I think he is the one who introduced me to this site, so I put a gun to his head and made him join the community. He has been a member long enough. Show him some love. He is the coolest. The male version of me. But he would barf if he knew I was doing this right now.