saveme

Okay picture this...10 years from now...two pretty ladies swinging on a porch swing on the porch of a beautiful house on the ocean...it's me and Avidity. Yep. I guess my last blog wasn't too much to the point. I really don't think I need anyone. I talked to my Mom about it tonight and she also hit that point. I can get sex when I want it and if I want it but really I don't even care. I like having MY space. I like decorating the way I like it. I like that my kids are MY kids. I don't want to share my life. I like it the way it is. I am certainly not looking and I have never really looked, it is more that I was found. I just think I like how things are now. I am happy coming home alone and spending all night with my kids and crafting. I like not having to ask someone else's opinion of something cause it is my opinion that really matters. Maybe it's because this is the first time in my life I have lived alone and had my own space and time. I dunno. I have two amazing children. A boy and a girl. What else could I really ask for. When you think about it I live the American dream without the husband and I am okay with that. If Avidity would like to be my room mate I'd be all about that. I could use some good girlfriend time. Out of every girl in this world. She knows me more than any of them. I think she gets what I mean. Thank you for the nice comments but I wasn't really complaining. I guess more I was letting out what was in my head.



I love my place, I love my kids, I love my job. It doesn't get much better than that my friends.