saturn1

that little age thing over there to the left is my friend. it still says i'm 25!

i figured out half the reason i'm depressed about my birthday. my grandma isn't here. she passed mid-december and i feel really bad that she's not around. she never missed my birthday and there's a huge void now that i'm not even going to get a card from her. i pretty much bawled about that until i fell asleep last night. i hate that my holidays are so different now. i spose i'll get used to it. it's still rather new. i miss her.

my other grandmother is so self-centered, i'm sure i won't even get a card or a phone call from her.

i have to work today which sucks but it's my last day! i can handle that. and christ just called free lunch i get free lunch cause it's my birfday! i think somebody should start a webapge about where you can go on your birthday and get free stuff.

not much else to say. some pictures.

my grandma when and me when i was about 20 {i look like a square!} notice that we both fit in one lawn chair : http://digitaldownlow.net/images/megrams.jpg

one of the pictures i shot for school from a contact sheet. i'm trying to make barbies look like real people. give me ideas oh please i'm sick of barbies : http://digitaldownlow.net/images/barbie.jpg

i thought i was elton john as a small child : http://digitaldownlow.net/manifest/archives/me/starlijohn.jpg

ok that was fun cheerio.