something strange happens when you decide to move 3000 miles away & SPECIFICALLY away from comfort. well, at least, i feel the need to deal with things i've been avoiding for years. paying old debts, talking to my dad, extending myself to people i've held resentment for. a cleansing of sorts. even if i move back in a year or even less... a lot of...
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dear boy at copy max,
how the fuck you pixelated all my images, i do NOT know. why you're so stupid about pixelating images and THEN charged me 16 dollars, i do NOT know. i DO know that your hair was stupid you had a sissy indie rock girl haircut. i DO know that i wouldve been way rude if only i had the time....
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how the fuck you pixelated all my images, i do NOT know. why you're so stupid about pixelating images and THEN charged me 16 dollars, i do NOT know. i DO know that your hair was stupid you had a sissy indie rock girl haircut. i DO know that i wouldve been way rude if only i had the time....
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pumpkineater:
you must've been at Popcopy!
things'll look up soon.
things'll look up soon.
demolitionkitten:
yeah, I know we do!!!
dude, we need to figure something out because I'm going to be gone a lot of May!!
I'll still come visit that way though. This I do so solemnly swear!!
how is the vulture coming along? I still haven't had Chris start my other arm but I need to right quick because he's going to jail soon. Only for a month though.
dude, we need to figure something out because I'm going to be gone a lot of May!!
I'll still come visit that way though. This I do so solemnly swear!!
how is the vulture coming along? I still haven't had Chris start my other arm but I need to right quick because he's going to jail soon. Only for a month though.
i eat like a fat chick when im stressed. why i am NOT a fat chick, i don't know. snuggling with a fat chick would probably make me real happy right now. i want someone with big tits to nestle my head on.
im fuckin losing it
t-32 days umm i think i don't know if there's 31 days in april
school is killing me....
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im fuckin losing it
t-32 days umm i think i don't know if there's 31 days in april
school is killing me....
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huny:
I have big HUGE tiddies right now due to the nursing thing. I don't know if they'd give you the kind of comfort you're looking for, but they are here for you in spirit, haha
thank you for the congrats! congratulations right back at you for the upcoming graduation...its gonna feel so good to get that diploma, yo. I know what you mean on the overwhelmed tip, too...I started getting migraines a couple months before my graduation and they didn't go away until mid-summer. way for me to be positive and encouraging right...I'm just sayin I relate.
you take care darlin talk to you soon!
thank you for the congrats! congratulations right back at you for the upcoming graduation...its gonna feel so good to get that diploma, yo. I know what you mean on the overwhelmed tip, too...I started getting migraines a couple months before my graduation and they didn't go away until mid-summer. way for me to be positive and encouraging right...I'm just sayin I relate.
you take care darlin talk to you soon!
elzig:
26 is
if i have a nervous breakdown and you need to talk about me when other nosy motherfuckers want to know who is that lady that is in the corner grooming the rocks and ripping her hair out, know that it is because of moving, school, family things & working, and a bunch of random shit mooshed into a month's time. graduate graduate graduate. getting tattooed...
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swoo:
Ha! You'll do fine, watch.
Inhale, exhale, find something smaller than you, destroy it.
It'll work, honest.
What piece are you rushing to get done? The arm? Any pics?
Inhale, exhale, find something smaller than you, destroy it.
It'll work, honest.
What piece are you rushing to get done? The arm? Any pics?
lankakitten:
Oh hell, if I can do it, anyone can! Honest and true.
The fact that this place is beautiful made it easier. Really.
The fact that this place is beautiful made it easier. Really.
i've been craving red meat, cigarettes and whiskey like a motherbitch. shared a cigarette with a friend last night, luckily it tasted like an ashtray. & luckily i am afraid of puking if i try to eat any meat. because i usually have in the past. but damn i want a steak and some bacon. & really, i don't want to get in a fight....
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grayce:
yeah i'm coming to find that the swelling is the nasty part.. i just got up a little bit ago and now i keep lotion by my bed. i made the mistake of stepping off the bed without lotioning them.. ouch.. heheh
swoo:
And you accuse me of writing novels!
Le Gasp!
Yeah, we are kind of King and Queen of Flakedonia. But hey, I'll be along the west coast from time to time, maybe one day we'll get a chance to do something and I can finally get some of that vodka you promised!
I swear I'll read this entry when it's not 6 AM. Promise.
Le Gasp!
Yeah, we are kind of King and Queen of Flakedonia. But hey, I'll be along the west coast from time to time, maybe one day we'll get a chance to do something and I can finally get some of that vodka you promised!
I swear I'll read this entry when it's not 6 AM. Promise.
well. i guess i should start packing, or something. i really just want to be there and not have to get there. well. unless it does involve favorite boy who makes me giggle like a fucking idiot driving out there with me. which is being discussed. in which case i don't want to be there, i want to be getting there. for at least 4...
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evanx:
I liked a girl in high school who had the same birthday as me. Same year and everything...yea...it didn't work out.... 
misery:
awesome! i hope you can make it out!
xoxo
xoxo
i think a demon has taken over my nose and is making blood spew from it because it's mad at somebody. probably me, for refusing to eat anything but tacos for the past week.
ok, i did have a cheese sandwich and some fruit rollups. and lots of tacos.
i didn't know i had this much blood to bleed? i never got nosebleeds before? where...
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ok, i did have a cheese sandwich and some fruit rollups. and lots of tacos.
i didn't know i had this much blood to bleed? i never got nosebleeds before? where...
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fuck:
hows the bloody nose demon? tell him i said hello.
fuck:
a couple people think i should. my best friends mom and the ex. and the car situation sucks balls cause i can't do anything. i'm stuck at home all fucking weekend.
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jaq:
Im all for meeting up with your lovely little self. Thing is, Im leaving for England next week and I'll be gone for about a month. If you're going to be around here at the end of April then I should be here *crosses fingers* How is my favourite Mexican [Gabe] by the way? Tell him I send my regards.
xXx
xXx
kira:
check out the "IMPORTANT SATURDAY NIGHT" thread in the detroit group...
sorry i didn't get up to the convention on saturday but i got called into work early and didn't get to go. i was really hoping to see you cause i wanna hang out before you move...
sorry i didn't get up to the convention on saturday but i got called into work early and didn't get to go. i was really hoping to see you cause i wanna hang out before you move...
im fucking falling apart and i suppose that can be quantified by how many journal entries i make here in a week. not sick : maybe 4 entries a month. sick: at LEAST 4 a week.
i've had many firsts lately.
first time i lost my voice: this weekend. i been calling everyone and making them talk to me.
first time i got a bloody...
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i've had many firsts lately.
first time i lost my voice: this weekend. i been calling everyone and making them talk to me.
first time i got a bloody...
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fuck:
i think this weekend was a bit wierd myself. i think it was the atmosphere and circumstances rolling around the weekend. not necessarily alien people, just circumstances. i don't know if that makes sense, but thats all i got.
its was good seeing you again though. see you around.
its was good seeing you again though. see you around.
nicolelee:
i loved meeting you, ST
dont forget that waitress and take your echinacea to feel better.
dont forget that waitress and take your echinacea to feel better.
what a weird day. weird for no other reason other than i feel GREAT. and that is weird considering today i still have no voice, i had a pretty bad weekend and i got my first filling ever.
i go to a dental school. they are slow but they are cheap and do WONDERFUL work, because they are in perfectionist mode and a professor checks...
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i go to a dental school. they are slow but they are cheap and do WONDERFUL work, because they are in perfectionist mode and a professor checks...
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curmudgeon:
i sure do. j and i were in a band back in the early nineties called yellow no. 5 back when bill was in chutes and ladders and when mark was skinny. hahahaha. you aren't from rockwood are you? i'm in lincoln park now, but good lord, the brain cells i lost in j's dad's basement.
curmudgeon:
hahaha, yeah, well, a lot of us have had some crazy times in that basement. if i ever run into you down there, i'll share my 40 of mickey's.
small effin world sometimes.
small effin world sometimes.
OOPS
my alter-ego took over.
sorry
my voice is currently absent. it's pretty weird, i've never lost my voice before. this at a time when i've wanted to scream at people, found it necessary to talk all day and verbally communicate in excess... strange too because i never really find a need for any of those things. someone played a trick and flipped a switch....
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my alter-ego took over.
sorry
my voice is currently absent. it's pretty weird, i've never lost my voice before. this at a time when i've wanted to scream at people, found it necessary to talk all day and verbally communicate in excess... strange too because i never really find a need for any of those things. someone played a trick and flipped a switch....
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bettietwoguns:
mmmmm
idiot giggling in bed is hott.
idiot giggling in bed is hott.
jaxs1984:
hy you going to the Detroite Motor City tat conv?
i know some things are my doing, and some are not. pain isn't taken easier if it is or isn't. sometimes i wonder what it would be like if pain discriminated. like, if i'd get more or i'd get less and if it would matter because at least then i'd see it coming. balances, checks and measures and preparation & such. but instead it always...
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fuck:
um i will be there friday and saturrday. i think Nicole is getting tattooed friday night and saturday we gonna be hangin out down there or something. um, i'm sure is you are down there we will run into each other.
junebug:
Buddhism....hmmm how about studyin' a nice sized mixed drink at the bar at the tattoo expo next saturday.....
cheer up...(smile)

Ooo, you have to post a pic of the outfit! Do you have the hat with tassels?