ok, well, i'm in pain. a certain silly girl dropped me on my knees and then on my back ... i'm not very sure how it happened, but i think it was sort of fun and it is definitely painful now that i am not full of vodka and jagermeister. i think i am getting too old for these sorts of things. no, i am...
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it's strange when you're walking alone in the dark and strangers are saying your name as you pass. i didn't even turn back and wonder what it was. it's probably good that i didn't. it's always a blur anyways.
i keep dreaming about her. make it stop. it's still the same. doing everyday things and really happy, and then just before i wake up i...
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i keep dreaming about her. make it stop. it's still the same. doing everyday things and really happy, and then just before i wake up i...
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rockinricky:
Getting to 27 hasn't been all that bad. I got a grey hair or two and I'm starting to put on a little weight, but other than that I'll have to get back to you tomorrow.
jacqui:
oh god, your belly is fuckin hot.....
come to nj.... i know its stinky with all the pollution, but you will get use to it. i did. we'll have fun, i swear.
come to nj.... i know its stinky with all the pollution, but you will get use to it. i did. we'll have fun, i swear.
i don't exactly care very much. you think i should? whatever. you'll probably place all blame on me. do it. if you can't realize what you do have and wish to remain in constant state of 'misfortune' and continue to constantly dwell on what you don't have... do it. do it 100%. without me. there's only so much self-pity a person can take. my tolerance...
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mulhollanddrive:
Why, oh why would anyone spit in your pretty face, my dear? That's fucked up. I can't even imagine what you must have felt at the time. God, that makes me feel sick! 
I'm all about the Thai food too. I've been on a curry kick lately, but right now I'm craving noodles. Gotta have spring rolls too! I spent 2 summers in Thailand when I was younger. My dad had a job there, and we'd go visit. It was amazing. Hope to go back someday! Take care, and have a great New Year. Any plans? I got nothin' at this point.
I'm all about the Thai food too. I've been on a curry kick lately, but right now I'm craving noodles. Gotta have spring rolls too! I spent 2 summers in Thailand when I was younger. My dad had a job there, and we'd go visit. It was amazing. Hope to go back someday! Take care, and have a great New Year. Any plans? I got nothin' at this point.
_v_:
i got the spic one alot
it was hard
i didn't know what one was either
it made me hate for along time
it was hard
i didn't know what one was either
it made me hate for along time
well, this has been a manic little weekend, hasn't it? i been either sleeping or working, no in between really. i was supposed to go out for a 12 am dinner with a guy that i don't really like all that much and he ended up not calling me. i only got mad when at 5 am the next morning when i realized i missed...
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mike11:
Merry Christmas.
audio:
can i have my brain back please
hehee
i think we are the only two on here.
happy holidays girl
hehee
i think we are the only two on here.
happy holidays girl
fuck. i did it. SCHOOL IS DONE!!! i am going to go sleep now.
oh,
ps.
01. i will reply to you as soon as i catch up on sleep and alone time. that may be in a 6.5 days. or less. or more.
02. no, i'm serious, i'm delirous.
03. i think i broke my hand. i'm serious about that too. it's blue and...
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oh,
ps.
01. i will reply to you as soon as i catch up on sleep and alone time. that may be in a 6.5 days. or less. or more.
02. no, i'm serious, i'm delirous.
03. i think i broke my hand. i'm serious about that too. it's blue and...
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cutthekidinhalf:
hey, yo yo yo
I am going to NY tomorrow.. I probably will b back by 28 th or 29 th. we will get drunk on 31st togetha!!
I am going to H & M too..!! yea yea
well i miss you !!
I am going to NY tomorrow.. I probably will b back by 28 th or 29 th. we will get drunk on 31st togetha!!
I am going to H & M too..!! yea yea
well i miss you !!
throatneedle:
I hope you are doing lots of fun stuff and staying away from sex with weird/older men
I can accept a love-affair with a man that kinda looks like Wilfred Brimley. I hope you are missing me very much and rubbing it out to pictures of me and spree
I can accept a love-affair with a man that kinda looks like Wilfred Brimley. I hope you are missing me very much and rubbing it out to pictures of me and spree
i am eating. i am really excited that i have 20 minutes to do nothing. i could be studying for my art history exam, but fuck it.
i feel like i sucked in a bunch of water from the pool because my mouth and lungs taste like chlorine. and i have no idea why. i haven't been in a pool in, like, 7 years. and...
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i feel like i sucked in a bunch of water from the pool because my mouth and lungs taste like chlorine. and i have no idea why. i haven't been in a pool in, like, 7 years. and...
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mykra:
That is alot of fucking postscripts. And you call my entries 'novels' 
So tell me when your alive again, I have plans to set forth.
Swoo, who may or may not have had sexual relations with that woman. His memory is hazy sometimes.
So tell me when your alive again, I have plans to set forth.
Swoo, who may or may not have had sexual relations with that woman. His memory is hazy sometimes.
wed:
Took me ages to answer to you! Sorry! 
Yes, I'm from northern east part of France, in a town called Metz (see pics) it's close to Germany, Luxembourg and Belgium
Good luck for your exam and don't have any sexual relation with Mr Printer with a rusty fork
Yes, I'm from northern east part of France, in a town called Metz (see pics) it's close to Germany, Luxembourg and Belgium
Good luck for your exam and don't have any sexual relation with Mr Printer with a rusty fork
excuse me.
while i stab my eyes out with rusty forks.
while i stab my eyes out with rusty forks.
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mulhollanddrive:
Then what will you eat with? Just saw the pic of you and Mr. Cat! That's such a great pic. He's 14!?! That's so cool. When I was a kid, our cat lived to be 20 before we had to put him down. He had quite a few years on me, so he got much more respect than I did. Hope you got through all the school crap okay. Stayin' in MI for Xmas? 
theslant:
Definitely, definitely, definitely use the three pronged kind. Believe me, you'll thank me for it later.
indesign is one big fucking shitfucking piece of shit software.
all of adobe can bite me in the ass, now that i consider it. die adobe die. especially your peice of shit page layout crapware.
thank you and have a good night.
all of adobe can bite me in the ass, now that i consider it. die adobe die. especially your peice of shit page layout crapware.
thank you and have a good night.
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vutek:
i believe i ordered the diarrhaea soup, to be honest.
the scene: the thai place down the block from work.
me: can any of these lunch specials be made vegetarian?
waiter: what?
me: can i get the roasted duck soup with no duck and instead of egg noodles can i have rice noodles? and can i get tofu instead of prawns?
waiter: what?
me: and i'm going to just pretend its a vege broth.
did you eat lunch today?
the scene: the thai place down the block from work.
me: can any of these lunch specials be made vegetarian?
waiter: what?
me: can i get the roasted duck soup with no duck and instead of egg noodles can i have rice noodles? and can i get tofu instead of prawns?
waiter: what?
me: and i'm going to just pretend its a vege broth.
did you eat lunch today?
vutek:
also: i've been using netscape to browse this site since the comment wrapping in IE was driving me insane. netscape isn't half bad.
i forgot how much i love photography. mmm, sulfur.
is that what the darkroom smell is? i'm slippin, i've forgotten already. i'm sorry darkroom, i didn't mean to neglect you this long.
i think i want to marry farnsworth bentley, even if his name is ridiculous and he is gay. well, he's probably not gay, but he is most definitely why the term 'metrosexual' was...
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is that what the darkroom smell is? i'm slippin, i've forgotten already. i'm sorry darkroom, i didn't mean to neglect you this long.
i think i want to marry farnsworth bentley, even if his name is ridiculous and he is gay. well, he's probably not gay, but he is most definitely why the term 'metrosexual' was...
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_sarah_:
I spent most of high school in the darkroom, but I could never quite pinpoint what the smell was. It brings back happy memories, though. 
gram:
hahaha! i wasn't talking about you! although you know how i feel about women and tattoos! i am so not looking forward to the next few weeks. i need to rework all my shit and print everything out with super expensive paper and everything. AND i need to make a process book for one of my projects.
i hate working. will you be my sugar momma? oh wait, you can't, your too poor!
hope your good.
i hate working. will you be my sugar momma? oh wait, you can't, your too poor!
hope your good.
ok, i just registered for my final class. math. someone hold me.
MY LAST CLASS EVER!!!!
unless i do something dumb, like try to go to grad school.
p.s. the beatrix potter revelation was important.
MY LAST CLASS EVER!!!!
unless i do something dumb, like try to go to grad school.
p.s. the beatrix potter revelation was important.
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thefall:
okay, then lets start a band.
we will do all gnr covers.
we will do all gnr covers.
jnthn:
know what you mean. I'm usually like, "no...I wasn't sleeping," as I can barely get the words out. unless it's someone I don't wanna talk to, then I get bitchy fast.
evening went as planned: jronk! stumbled home like a zombie.
evening went as planned: jronk! stumbled home like a zombie.
what were those books that had faces and each book was an emotion, like mr. happy, mr. sad... etc. etc.?
also, i think i pinned my obsession with type and books and design down to one single childhood experience : beatrix potter. the pages, so smooth & pretty! the books were small right? i just remember checking them out from the library and immediately opening...
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also, i think i pinned my obsession with type and books and design down to one single childhood experience : beatrix potter. the pages, so smooth & pretty! the books were small right? i just remember checking them out from the library and immediately opening...
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_v_:
i had the mr. happy book, but i have no idea what the series was called, please tell me when you find out
_v_:
was i really close to you when i was there?
my geography is all messed up here
i cant believe you found the mr happy stuff
you rock
next time i go home i am so digging up that book
i must still have it at my dads
mmmm
now i want to eat
damn
i so need adobo stat!!!!!
my geography is all messed up here
i cant believe you found the mr happy stuff
you rock
next time i go home i am so digging up that book
i must still have it at my dads
mmmm
now i want to eat
damn
i so need adobo stat!!!!!
i wonder how much longer i have to endure the same arbitrary, useless pain? most of what i am put through, after all, is self-inflicted. i can't stand when people blame shit on everyone else. but fuck, why do i do it to myself then?
nothing.
other than that, things are good. seriously. well sort of. they would be great if i weren't the queen...
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nothing.
other than that, things are good. seriously. well sort of. they would be great if i weren't the queen...
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ejh:
hey! its me, stacy. i used to have the screen name "trebuchet". i'm back finally. whats going on?
d_infinite:
Sounds good! Invite me over anytime you have the urge to cook some more.
Man, I totally feel you on the intentional boredom. That's my secret to success in school. If I don't employ this gem of a strategem, I get hosed.
I'm graduating at the end of summer. I'll be in a similar boat with you. If I wear a skimpy little bikini brief, can I hop onto your little "will work for semi-nude cleaning" scam"?