hi everybody! this posting was put in gear by the lovely comment left by javacat saying that im missed. aww that makes me feel so special 
life has been super busy and extremely hellish. tried to work a lot of overtime this past week to make up for the lack of money from the last pay check. which didnt go over well because we have been short on hours once again. i'm officially job hunting, whatever i can find outside of the fucking telemarketing business. this weekend should be okay though once i get through working sat. I'm still incredibly lonely, and had a total melt down wed. night about how shitty i felt my life is. i felt a lot better afterwards, and cried like a baby, which for a girl is sometimes needed. i've decided that its time for me to get off my ass and start working towards my dream job. to become a tattoo artist. biggest issue i suffer from and dont laugh when i say this. is my inability to draw my own lines. i have a creative mind like none other, and a massive flare for creative colors but i have yet to be able to really draw my own lines, i know i can do this, its just a matter of moving the mental block. so im going to try and take a couple of classes and figure out where the problem is. now if i cant manage to learn to draw, then oh well it was a great thought right?? lmao. so im rambling as i always do. oh good news i signed a lease for an awesome apartment with my best friend. we move in in may! whoo hoo!! umm ya what else, we have some snow, i want a lot more. i love some snow. oh and if there is anyone that lives remotely near me and wants to go do something(like there is anything to do around here) please drop me a line. i need some new friends, and crazy people to hang out with. im just trying to stay positive through this shit hole period of a time im going through. thinking of trying to do a set this weekend, not sure yet though. if i didnt live in a residental area i would definately go get naked in the snow for everybody!! hmm thats about it folks. drop me a line let me know how life is on the other side of the world. 
life has been super busy and extremely hellish. tried to work a lot of overtime this past week to make up for the lack of money from the last pay check. which didnt go over well because we have been short on hours once again. i'm officially job hunting, whatever i can find outside of the fucking telemarketing business. this weekend should be okay though once i get through working sat. I'm still incredibly lonely, and had a total melt down wed. night about how shitty i felt my life is. i felt a lot better afterwards, and cried like a baby, which for a girl is sometimes needed. i've decided that its time for me to get off my ass and start working towards my dream job. to become a tattoo artist. biggest issue i suffer from and dont laugh when i say this. is my inability to draw my own lines. i have a creative mind like none other, and a massive flare for creative colors but i have yet to be able to really draw my own lines, i know i can do this, its just a matter of moving the mental block. so im going to try and take a couple of classes and figure out where the problem is. now if i cant manage to learn to draw, then oh well it was a great thought right?? lmao. so im rambling as i always do. oh good news i signed a lease for an awesome apartment with my best friend. we move in in may! whoo hoo!! umm ya what else, we have some snow, i want a lot more. i love some snow. oh and if there is anyone that lives remotely near me and wants to go do something(like there is anything to do around here) please drop me a line. i need some new friends, and crazy people to hang out with. im just trying to stay positive through this shit hole period of a time im going through. thinking of trying to do a set this weekend, not sure yet though. if i didnt live in a residental area i would definately go get naked in the snow for everybody!! hmm thats about it folks. drop me a line let me know how life is on the other side of the world. 
javacat:
Good to hear from -- and about -- you. We're getting lots of snow in upstate NY this weekend; will send you some. I've had enough already! Good idea on the classes -- at least you'll know if becoming a tatoo artist is a reality. But even if it turns out you can't get much beyond stick figures, with new technology, you should be able to turn your ideas into art that someone else can replicate. The main thing is to share your art, right? I would suggest it doesn't really matter who puts that art on the canvass/body part. I bet you can make this work out. You seem resourceful and hard working. And -- speaking for men everywhere -- we look forward to your next photoset. Have a nice weekend Kid.
ojaeflo:
Of course you're missed!!!
