oh i feel like throwing up.. 
i went over to the party last night and was fed free beer and now i'm paying for it.. 
fuck..
and then i fucking fuck
stupid me
lonely so i'll just try and make out and more with my friend
well that didn't work and i'm not suppose to take it personally..lol
but shit when i guy doesn't even get excited that sucks..even tho it probably would have sucked if he had ,since he was doing drugs that night..always a bad mix for fucking.and the fact that one of his best friends has a crush on me..blah..men..can't win..well at least i can still respect him.. ;p
well anyways i'm feeling sic
knocked a chip off my shoulder to make way for that brick..lo..
no really tho, i'll be ok..i'm kinda glad i'm not also depressed from the morning after sex blues..
i went over to the party last night and was fed free beer and now i'm paying for it..
fuck..
and then i fucking fuck
stupid me
lonely so i'll just try and make out and more with my friend
well that didn't work and i'm not suppose to take it personally..lol
but shit when i guy doesn't even get excited that sucks..even tho it probably would have sucked if he had ,since he was doing drugs that night..always a bad mix for fucking.and the fact that one of his best friends has a crush on me..blah..men..can't win..well at least i can still respect him.. ;p
well anyways i'm feeling sic
knocked a chip off my shoulder to make way for that brick..lo..
no really tho, i'll be ok..i'm kinda glad i'm not also depressed from the morning after sex blues..
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malleusmalefic:
hmm...can i come? ill bring a camera. it will be fun! *smirk*
lazarusisdead:
You doin' ok way out there in the west, sassy? Loneliness is a pain in the ass, I know that for sure, even in a huge family like mine.