Today I have realized I'm not happy. I feel that I have let myself down in certain points in my life. Depression comes and it goes. Right now in life I have alot on my plate and I'm doing it all alone. When does it get better? I'm no coward so I'm sticking around to figure all that out, so for anybody reading this don't panic and think I'm killing myself. Even though in my own litlte world, I feel myself shutting down, and I have silenced everyone around me. I could open up and talk to these people, but I get that feeling right off the bat that they couldn't even begin to relate. IDK, I just felt the urge to vent and I'll perk up later on!! It's just this moment.
upton0goode:
Sounds prettty intense, but hang in there. Don't underestimate what people will relate to !