So here I am. I decided to move back. Swallowing my pride is so much less painful than forcing myself to be miserable (why did I do it for so long?). Three-fourths of our stuff is moved back into my parent's house (OURS, Tyler decided to come with me). I'm working my ass off to make room for ourselves.
My second year at Park University...
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I've decided to make a worthy update for the two people that are interested in my life.
Basically, I've been having such shitty habits with my SG account because I don't have a computer where I now live. August 22nd is my patience deadline with my boyfriend's father (the first day of classes as well), who was supposed to help me back in May but...
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Basically, I've been having such shitty habits with my SG account because I don't have a computer where I now live. August 22nd is my patience deadline with my boyfriend's father (the first day of classes as well), who was supposed to help me back in May but...
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dane_valek:
Friends are easy to replace, but switching your life to suit those changes is more difficult. I've found that it's much harder to find a new routine which allows you the opportunity to find new friends, than finding new friends. Especially when you've been doing the same things for so very long. Everyone deserves some trustworthy friends, and I hope you can find some people who aren't "worthless" themselves
superstarcsb:
Hey sweetie. I'm quite short on friends too. It probably doesn't help that I'm shy as hell! Anyway, if you ever need a friend I'm right here in Lawrence so we could chill whenever. I hope things look up for you.
Life is all over the place right now.
dane_valek:
good or bad?
kreatinkaos:
What's wrong ?
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i:
Surprise shower pics are always good.
[Edited on Jul 09, 2005 6:31PM]
[Edited on Jul 09, 2005 6:31PM]
dane_valek:
smile.... youre on candid camera
Life's been better, easily. Between juggling work and sleep and cleaning/grocery shopping/computer fixing and 30 thousand people calling Tyler every night to hang out, I'm frazzled. Take my nightmares last night, for example. After discovering a photo of my grandma's naked body and an apple in her mouth, she dies at my parent's hosue and I see her body contorted and crumbled on the banister...
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dane_valek:
Wow, I might have to consult the dream dictionary about those... sheesh.
(hope your boyfriends dad never actually stabs you with anything.... anywhere) wait...(no, thats not a double entendre)
(hope your boyfriends dad never actually stabs you with anything.... anywhere) wait...(no, thats not a double entendre)
urban_reject:
thats quite possibly the most messed up thing ive heard all day. an apple in the mouth? 
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carolesther:
I want to molest you in that shirt. 
superstarcsb:
I really really like it! We should hang out sometime...
~ Channing
~ Channing
I've set aside my second thoughts on moving back in with my parents. I'll stick it out and see how the summer goes. Yes, I will have to deal with Tyler's drunken-ass dad from time to time, and yes, $300 between the two of us to rent out a basement is a little silly, but whatever. I'm getting comfortable in my cute little home.
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kreatinkaos:
$300 is a pretty good deal for renting a basement , it would cost you at least $500 for a studio apartment and then you would also have to pay utilities , and for one room with little space that would suck 
I've officially been out of my house for only a number of days, and my mom is already guilt tripping me. She's so lonely. The poor lady. Hey, I live five minutes away, I don't think it's a big deal myself.
What is a big deal is the fact that my camera is missing. And I haven't uploaded pictures for almost a month. My hair...
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What is a big deal is the fact that my camera is missing. And I haven't uploaded pictures for almost a month. My hair...
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kreatinkaos:
Your mom is just as capable of visiting you 
stargirl17:
i just colored my hair burgundy but my hair is naturally so dark you can only tell in the sunlight
i wanna see your hair - i wish i ahd paler skin so i could really wear red hair - find your camera!
i wanna see your hair - i wish i ahd paler skin so i could really wear red hair - find your camera!
I've gotten on here just long enough to say I'm admist moving and I've had NO free time at all. Plus I don't have a computer yet in the new house. So until I scrounge up a used one, updates will be quick and sparse like this.
In other news... the neighborhood garage sale is this Saturday and I better sell a lot of shit,...
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In other news... the neighborhood garage sale is this Saturday and I better sell a lot of shit,...
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kreatinkaos:
Moving can be so stressfull
brixton:
you should come hang out with me and sean. =)
I'm a bit behind. I swear there is never enough time in the day.
I've been working and gallavanting around with the boy since he finally graduated high school (yes, he's a young'n). My anxiety over moving/cleaning/packing/selling/buying has been looming over my head and I'm afraid it's going to stay there till August 1st. Tyler begged me to go play bass with him and Calvin...
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I've been working and gallavanting around with the boy since he finally graduated high school (yes, he's a young'n). My anxiety over moving/cleaning/packing/selling/buying has been looming over my head and I'm afraid it's going to stay there till August 1st. Tyler begged me to go play bass with him and Calvin...
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brixton:
you!
tinsoldier:
work, eat, party, sleep, repeat.
regardless, hi & nice to meet you.
regardless, hi & nice to meet you.
enjoy life while you can. otherwise, you one day look back and lament what you missed.
and not paying rent to a psychopath is good, too!