Tuesday Mar 16, 2004

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I've disproved my theory...the one that says..."Loneliness is the human condition, nobody can take that place."

Love is great, but fear is greater.
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escottie:
decided to come up from all that lovin' for some air? wink
travelmo:
Have you ever seen Waking Life? I'd recommend it to compliment your new discovery!

Tuesday Dec 23, 2003

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There's a new beau in my life, so, I'm not home much to check my e-mail and check on the Suicide Girlies. Every day is a new adventure.

Have A Merry Fucking Christmas Y'all!!!
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eleph666:
U know thats a very beautiful eye
lily:
Glad to know you are doing well. tell ms.Laices i say hello if you see her.
oh and how do i do what exactly?
i'd be happy to let you in on my top secret if i knew what you were talking about. wink
Love, Lily

Tuesday Dec 16, 2003

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so ummm yeah...that gap in my journal entries...I didn't vanish off the face of the earth I obviously didn't blow my head off, and no, fortunately, I didn't check myself into the nut house either. I went to Sacramento and San Fran in sunny Californication. It was an awesome road trip. Drove through WEED looking for someplace to have dinner at 1o'clock in the morning,...
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eleph666:
All you see of me is but a dream. I shure do hope that the red king doesnt wake.



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escottie:
hmmm.....

Monday Dec 15, 2003

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Dear Santa,

I've been a very bad girl! I just ask that you come down my chimney and give me a hard spanking this year.

Love, Sarah xxx wink
eleph666:
robot robot robot

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Wednesday Dec 10, 2003

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I am once again alone
In this strange but welcome place
The water beats on my aching chest
I close my eyes and reach out
Grabbing onto the past
Clutching the future
Defeated by the pressures of life
I am weak
I slide down the tile wall
Letting the water rush down my bare legs
I push my guilt against my skin
Feeling the soap's...
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escottie:
check you e-mail.

and keep writing like that! it's scary but beautiful.
escottie:
check e-mail. stuff about renewal.

kisses, monkey. kiss

Wednesday Dec 10, 2003

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Pill
Terribly Bitter
Swimming Your Stomach
The secretive Cure All
Disease
escottie:
back? okay? kiss

Wednesday Dec 10, 2003

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I'm on fire mad tongue

Sunday Oct 19, 2003

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I don't know what to do anymore. Maybe I ought to check myself into a mental hospital. Wouldn't that be fun? I could work on writing my book and have absolutely no responsibilities. I am intriqued by suicidal gestures. God damn, I need to have therapy!
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lily:
yeah, i was kinda freaked out when i heard you were doing that shit, i mean i'm a stripper so its not like i'm judgemental about shit like that but porn movies and stuff is a real seedy world. i remember you as being real funny, real amazing writer, strong girl. take that and roll with it. i think checking into an institution wouldn't be a bad idea, you could finish your book and go on tour. well whatever you decide i wish you luck, i just wanted to put in my two cents.
Love, Lily
philz:
heh, weird. i'm writing a book, have absolutely no responsibilities, and my birthday is Jan 11.

you lost me on the suicidal thing though, sorry. nothing is that bad. if you killed yourself, you'd never know whether or not Mary did a new set. duh. you gotta get your priorities right.

right? wink

Monday Oct 06, 2003

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So many secrets, so many lies... skull
vutek:
teacups and thighs?
corvus_pdx:
It sucks dealing with that kinda shit...

Sunday Oct 05, 2003

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When did you stop wearing your Wonder Woman cape?
lily:
I like your pictures, especially the one of you in the white shirt and tie, very androgonous and sexy.
But i don't get it, are you doing porn movies now?

Sunday Oct 05, 2003

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I want to find you defenseless and strip you of your worth. I want to back you into a dark corner and make you love me. I want to take you for a drive and slowly know your being. I want to explore everything. I want to watch you gasping for breath. I want to tear you open and see your innerds. I want to...
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_v_:
i want someone to say and think that about me
who ever it is that you wrote that for is a lucky person